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Zbogom, Mostare

Po posljednji put promatram detalje moje sobe. Tonovi plave s bijelim dodacima. Zar je moguće da napuštam Mostar? Nisam htjela da dođe do ovoga, ali moji roditelji su nemogući. Misle kako je bolje za mene da upišem fakultet u Zagrebu. Čak će se i Darjan morati privikavati na novu školu. Nisam shvaćala zašto nam ovo rade. Shvaćala sam da je tata dobio bolju priliku kod Dinama nego kod lokalnog kluba. Ali zašto i ja moram napustiti moj prekrasni Mostar?

"Mar, reci mi da ovo nije istina?" U sobi se stvorila Anita. "Da bar mogu, Nita." Tužno ju zagrlim. "Marina, obećaj mi da me nećeš zaboraviti." U suzama je govorila moja najbolja prijateljica. "Naravno da neću, budalo. Dolazit ću ovamo kada god ću moći. Nigdje nije k'o u Mostaru. Mostar je moj grad." Zagrlim ju. U sobu je ušla baba. "Ćusta moja, pazi mi se. Znaš da te tvoja baba puno voli." Suze su zapekle u očima. I nju sam zagrlila. "A babo moja, znam. Falit ćete." Obje sam ih zagrlila. Mamin glas nas je prekinuo. "Marinči, nemoj da ja moram intervenirat u Zagreb." Nasmijala sam se i didu. Zagrlila sam ga snažno. "A bjež' bjež', mala." Tadej je stajao pored mog dida. "Tadi." Zagrlim i njega. Nedostajat će mi mnogo. Nisam htjela, ali morala sam ih napustiti.

Sjela sam pored prozora i po posljednji put pogledala najbolje prijatelje i babu i didu. Zašto je moralo biti ovako? Svakom sekundom ljudi koje toliko volim bili su sve manji i manji. Moje rodno misto bilo je sve dalje i dalje. A ja sam bila na putu u "nov život". Stavila sam slušalice u uši i prespavala ostatak puta.

Remember when you said that there's no second chance?
Oh baby, I heard you been hoping you could change the past
You miss the longer nights, you miss the long goodbyes,
You miss the longer nights
(Yep, yep, yep, yep, yep)
Well did you ever think that it was hard for me?
Do I get off like nothing happened, nonchalantly?
I got you feeling like, I got you feeling right
I got you feeling like
(Yep, yep, yep, yep, yep)

That's my shape, I made the shadow
That's my lane, don't wear it out though
Feeling myself can't be illegal, illegal

So sue me for looking so pretty tonight
Wearing your favorite color under the lights
For moving on, doing everything right
So sue me for being good friends with your friends
And running into you at the place that we met
For being something you can't forget
So sue me

It's hard to see me on when you've been off as hell
But I'm not gonna throw myself because you adore yourself
I know it's hard to see what you don't want to see,
I know it's hard to see
(Yep, yep, yep, yep, yep)

That's my shape, I made the shadow
That's my lane, don't wear it out though
Feeling myself can't be illegal, illegal

So sue me for looking so pretty tonight
Wearing your favorite color under the lights
For moving on, doing everything right
So sue me for being good friends with your friends
And running into you at the place that we met
For being something you can't forget
So sue me

Oh, I, I, I guess I'm hard to ignore
Pick up that jaw off the floor

So sue me for looking so pretty tonight
Wearing your favorite color under the lights
For moving on, doing everything right
So sue me for being good friends with your friends
And running into you at the place that we met
For being something you can't forget
So sue me

Sue me, baby