The Shattered// E.D G.D

breaking

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<Alec Benjamin- Beautiful pain>

<only friend- Wallows>

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i knocked on the door. No answer, i just opened up the door. I walked upstairs to Grayson's room. He wasn't in there, but i found a bouquet of roses on his bed.

Aw he was going to give me this. i picked it up, sniffing it. He's a romantic when he wants to be. i put the roses down as i walked over to Ethan's room.

i opened up his door, he sat on his bed looking up at the ceiling. "hey" i said walking over to him, i sat besides him on the bed. He didn't look over to me, he kept looking at the ceiling

"are you okay?" i laid down besides him

"we need to talk, and you can't say anything until i'm done, Okay" he kept his eyes on the ceiling.

"o-okay?" i said. There was a loud noise downstairs, like something broke. "what the fuc was that?" i said standing up from the bed

"i don't know, but Ol-" he started talking as i cut him off

"Do you know where Grayson is? what if he got hurt?" i walked out of Ethan's room to downstairs. i heard a distant sobbing as i looked around for Grayson

Oh sht, maybe he's hurt

"GRAYSON!" i yelled out , no response. I ran towards the sobbing as it led me to the garage.

Ethan's POV

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i'm ready to tell her, i'm telling her no matter what. I love her and she needs to know it. she laid besides me as i looked up at the ceiling, i didn't want to see her face. It would just make it harder to tell her everything

i took a deep sigh, i'm ready. Things are going to change now, everything is going to change from here

"we need to talk, and you can't say anything until i'm done, Okay" i kept my eyes on the ceiling. I wanted to look at her, but i know if i do i'll just break down.

She nodded her head "o-okay" she whispered. i remembered everything i was going to tell her, i practiced it. as i opened up my mouth a loud clashing noise came from downstairs. She shot up from the bed. "what the fuc was that?" she said looking out of my room

"i don't know, but Ol-" she cut me off as she said "Do you know where Grayson is? what if he got hurt?"

she cares only about Grayson.

she ran downstairs as i stayed on the bed. i sat up, looking down at my hands. i took out the note i was going to give her. I wrote down everything i was feeling about her in the note, i practiced every word in the note. I was going to tell her by mouth everything. But she just left

i read the note to myself, i need to tell her

Dear Olivia,

You're everything. You're my everything. You make my world light up whenever you smile, whenever you touch me a million butterflys appear in my stomach. Whenever you laugh, i promise you, i love you 10000x more. And i know saying 'i love you' is a little too early and may be weird. But i love you, i love every little detail about you. i love your laugh, your dimples, your eyes, your nose, your lips, your hands. Everything about you is perfect, you may not see it. but i always see it. You may not love me, but i will always love you. no matter what stupid thing you do, i'll always be there for you. I realized i loved you when i started to pay attention to you, when i payed attention, i realized how amazing you are. your so beautiful, you could beat every model in the world for the most prettiest girl in the world. i love the way you do little dances with the songs on the radio play. i love the way your hair flips when you laugh really hard. I love the way your nose crinkles when you laugh. i love the way you hug me, i love it when you hug me. Whenever you even put a finger on me, my world is lit up, i feel like fireworks are blown up in me. and whenever you cry, i feel like i'm dying on the inside. i hate seeing you cry, because you deserve the world, you deserve so much better than this world. And you, just being you makes me smile. You could make me smile if the world exploded. you could make me feel better on the worsts of days. and i've liked you so long, and the reason i'm telling you now is because i need you in my arms now or i'll go crazy. i'm already going crazy when you're with other people, but you just needed to know. Even if you don't love me, we can always be friends. at least i can be around you, i need to be in the same air as you. I need everything about you, even if i can't have you. Olivia Danes, from the bottom of my heart all the way to space, i love you so damn much. you're my world, you're my everything. Thats all i wanted to say because it hurts me not telling you.