The Shattered// E.D G.D

Liam Lanes

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(re-read chapter 37 before reading this chapter)

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Olivia's POV

it felt like i was bouncing off the walls as i danced with people to the music. The room was hot as i began sweating.

"Princess!" someone yelled, i turned towards the voice since everyone has been calling me princess all night.

"what?" i yelled through the music.

"Where's Erica" i rolled my eyes towards the guy

"It's her so called bridal shower, she has to be here somewhere. Prolly getting some dick" i laughed as i turned back towards the music. my stomach started feeling queasy as i held onto my stomach. i ran out of the crowd. there was a long line for the bathroom. i rolled my eyes as i ran up the stairs.

I got upstairs, barely anyone was up here. Which is surprising since most parties people are upstairs too. I ran to the bathroom upstairs, it was locked but i could hear sobbing from inside.

"are you okay? Can you hurry up...because i'm kinda of...yeah know, need to use it" i yelled into the door. The bathroom door opened up, Erica had tear filled eyes as her cheeks were red.

i don't know if it's because i'm drunk. But i actually felt sympathy for her.

"what do you wa-" she broke down in more tears, she shut the door again. I put my hand on the door, keeping the door open. i opened up it up as Erica sat on the bathroom floor crying. I walked in, shutting the door behind me. "what are you doing, Get out" Erica said putting her hands through her black silky straight hair.

i've never seen her cry before, like actual sad tears. It's starting to make me think she's actually human

"why are you crying for?" i said sliding down onto the ground besides her

"why do you care, just get ou-" she broke down in more tears. usually i would be laughing at her pain but for once i felt bad.

I've cried lately and i know how it feels to cry by yourself. She needs to be with someone for a little while.

i really hate myself for what i did next.

"why are you crying? You can tell me. I'm way to drunk to remember this tomorrow" my stomach felt like i was going to throw up, i ignored the feeling as i looked to Erica and her stained tear cheeks.

"I'm not ready to have this baby. My friends threw the party downstairs for me as a baby shower for Grayson and i. But this isn't a baby shower, it's a party. They don't know how to throw a baby shower, you know why? because we're in highschool, we're not suppose to know how to throw a baby shower. I'm going to be a fuccing mom, and i don't know how" she cried into her palms. "what if i'm a terrible mom like mine?" she sniffled

"why is your mom terrible?" i said. before she could answer i ran towards the toilet besides us. I hurled into it, throwing up. Erica stood up as she grabbed a towel that hung up, she ran cold water underneath it in the sink. She squatted besides me as i threw up, i looked over to her as i couldn't believe i was throwing up in front of the devil. i finished as i wiped off my lips with my forearms. Erica dabbed the wet towel onto my forehead as i felt so weak.

she's being nice...is this a plan or something?

"Why are you being nice?" i said weakly as my stomach hurt.