The Shattered// E.D G.D

Grayson Dolan

(Long chapter too. Better expect them more often)

Grayson's POV

I really fucced up this time. i know i'm suppose to be calm about having my baby. But i don't know how to raise a baby, i don't know how to deal with a pregnant woman. I don't know how to do any of this. 

After i told my parents about the baby, they forced me to start dating Erica. They told me i have to act like a husband for the baby and Erica. After that they want me to marry her, but. I don't love her, i love Olivia. I hate that fact, but i love Olivia. 

After the way i treated Olivia the last time i saw her, i don't think she'll ever forgive me. I threw her across the room, i wouldn't even forgive me. 

I thought i knew what i wanted, i thought i could forget about Olivia with Erica. But i can't do that after i loved Olivia. It's like eating the best candy on earth, then someone takes away the candy. They then give you an off brand candy and tell you to eat it, once you eat it you realize it wasn't as good as you thought. You miss the old candy, but you can't have it because you and your horny as$ made a mistake by having sex with the off brand candy. 

"baby, did you buy the diapers from the store yet?" Erica said as she sat in the passengers side of the car as i drove. 

"no, because your not having the baby until 3 more months" i looked towards the road

"you have to be prepared" 

i turned my head to her as i gave her a dumb face "be prepared for a 6 months old baby to pop out of you? If that happened we should be way more fuccing prepared" i rolled my eyes as i turned back to the road. After Olivia left me, i've been in such a shtty mood.

"ugh, i'm just trying to make sure that we will be prepared together. You know, raising the baby together." she twirled the ends of her hair as she popped her bubble gum in her mouth. "anyways baby, i'm sorry. I love you" she smiled to me. I sent her a fake smile as i turned back to the road

"i love you too" i mumbled as i sighed. We're already saying 'i love you' to each other because we're about to get married. I think Erica knows it too. 

"where are we going?" Erica said looking down onto her phone. 

"A place called 'Ballon shots'" i smiled, reliving my memories with Olivia. I took Olivia there one time when we hung out together...who am i kidding? when we went on a date together. 

"why there?" she popped the gum again in her mouth.  i wanted to take Erica there so i could see if Erica could be better than Olivia. Maybe this would help me forget about Olivia and start thinking about Erica. 

"for some fun, we should start to get to know each other better since we're dating and we're going to have a baby together" i never thought i would say that in my life. 

she nodded her head as she smiled to me. We got to the place, we both got out of the Jeep. I walked into the place as Erica slowly walked in. People threw colored filled paint balloons at each other in the room, laughing and paint filled the place. Erica took one look at the place as she walked back out. "what are you doing? get back in there" i smiled to her as she walked back to the Jeep. 

"i'm not doing that." she got into the Jeep and she sat in the front seat. 

"you don't even know what we're suppose to be doing in there, just try it for a little while" i looked to her and her stubborn As$. 

"I already saw the place. Not interested. " she folded her arms

"Your not even trying it and your already hating it!" i yelled at her as i looked back at the place.