Not over you

Slept(chapter 16)

(Lauren)

The night morning I woke up my arm still wrapped around Camilas waist, I looked down at her still sleeping she looked so peaceful so a rest,

My eyes moved down and spotted something,her wrist I can't believe I forgot I took this time to roll her sleeve up and examine her arm,

There had to be at least 5 new cuts since the last I seen her arm, it saddened me to think that she'd been doing this in my house while Iv been under the same roof as her. And I didn't notice.

A ring knocked me out of my trance,the doorbell shit who the fuck is here at this time,I lifted my phone and checked the time 11:35 guess w slept longer than we thought,

The doorbell rang again and I made my way down the stairs hoping that the two sings would awake Camila,

I opened the door to a smiling perrie,carrying a bag she smiled at me so I smiled back "Camila isn't up yet"I told her "I'll just wait then"she told me stepping past me

Guess there's no chance of me getting back into bed with Camila now, I followed perrie into the kitchen sitting on the stool facing her glaring "what?"she asked

"what are you doing with Camila?"I asked she laughed abit "I'm dating her"she pointed out the obvious "clearly"I rolled my eyes and stood up "what's your problem with me?"she asked standing as well I turned back round to her and looked her up and down and gave a dry laugh,

"Nothing"I rolled my eyes Iv no idea why I'm being mean "yea there clearly is you have never talked to me before and as soon as I'm friends with Camila you started on my then I start dating her and your acting worse why?"she pushed

"Back off perrie"I warned "no I want to know what your problem is you said sorry to us and were fine and as soon as me and Camila started-wait you like Camila"she snapped her head to me

I gave a bitter laugh "I'm not gay"I told her she titled to head "you sure because all of a sudden I start dating Camila and you start giving me grief"she asked I started getting angry,

"I'm not gay okay I will never be you may chose to be but I'm not got it"I hissed regretting my words "you low life being gay isn't a choice"she snapped back,

"Whatever"I muttered "seriously Lauren I'm going to ask Camila to be my girlfriend and you seem to be close friends I don't want you hating me"she pushed my blood started to boil,

"Don't ask her then"I snapped "what I'm asking her if you like it or not I'm just trying to be a good girlfriend and get along with her bestfriend"she told me

"I'm not Camilas bestfriend we used to be and you arnt a very good girlfriend leaving her last night when the thunder came are you"I hissed she's pushing and pushing she looked confused,

"I was gone Way before the thunder why is that a problem anyway"she asked "because Camilas got a huge fear of it and I had to comfort her"I hissed "I didn't know"she mumbled

"Yeah well 'a good girlfriend' should in had to sleep with her just to calm her down and everything"I hissed and her head snapped up "what did you just say"she growled what the fuck?

"You slept with Camila"she hissed oh my god "what the fuck Lauren you told her we slept together"I heard behind me I turned to see a pissed looking Camila shit,