Not over you

Im fine(Chapter 21)

Emerging from Callum's room a few hours later I headed down stairs in my sweats and tank too not bothering to cover my bandage cause Lauren's already seen it,

Once I was downstairs I was enlightened with the sight of Michael note the sarcasm,

Once he spotted me he turned to Lauren "what's she doing here?"he asked, Lauren turned her head from the t.v to look at me then to Michael "I told you she's staying here while our moms are on vacations"she told him calmly,

"Ugh it must be like having vermin"he spat in disgust Lauren shot him a glare and me a stare Michael stood up up and made his way towards me,

"What's up fagbello?"he questions "Michael"lauren warned "chill babe I'm only playing"he laughed getting closer to me,

His eyes travelled down my body I looked at him in disgust until I noticed him staring at my wrist I'm so stupid I quickly put my wrist behind my back,

"Wait hold up let's see"he smirked stepping closer than before "C'mon let's see what happened to your wrist fagbello?"he laughed as he pulled on my arm, but I kept my arm behind my back.

"Michael what the fuck dude back up"i heard Lauren say I sighed in relief when she was in between me and Michael "what all I wanna know is what happened to the little queers wrist what did you cut your self?are you a emo now as well"he laughed,

Tears stung in my eyes but I kept them back hoping he wouldn't find out, "no you jerk I was cooking dinner and I burnt her by mistake self harm isn't anything to laugh about you asshole"lauren spoke up. Michael looked taken back.

"What way is that to talk to your boyfriend"Michael hissed "exboyfriend" lauren interrupted "since when"Michael asked "since now your nothing but a slimy asshole now get the fuck out of my house"lauren spat.

"Whatever"Michael mumbled storming out and with bang of the front door I was able to let my tears out and slid down the wall to bury my head in my hands.

"I'm sorry about- wait camz"i heard Lauren speak obviously not noticing me straight away and I felt arms around me moments later.

"Shh camz he's just a jerk don't pay attention"she whispered I shook my head "its true tho I did cut my wrist"i mumbled,

"I know camzi but you'll battle through it and I'll be there with you when you need me"she whispered kissing my forehead,

A few minutes of silence until my phone rang "sorry" I apologised answering my phone,

"Hello?" I mumbled "mila hey are you okay? you sound as if you'd been crying"i heard jade say "no yeah I'm fine don't worry"i told her whipping away my tears and Lauren started frowning at me.

"Okay well me and the girls thought we should have like a sleep over? you in?"she asks "uh I don't think I'm up for it I'm really tired"i lied to her "are you sure do you want us or perrie to come over?"she asks "no no yous just have your guys sleepover and don't worry about me I'll probably to just for a nap anyway"i told her,

"Well okay text us if you need anything"she told me "okay thanks bye" "bye" and then the line went dead.

"I don't think you should lie to them"Lauren told me "I'm not" I frowned "oh yeah well it sounded as if you said your fine when your clearly not"she told me. I shrugged "anyway that gives us time to talk now"she told me and I looked up at her she was slightly smiling,