Not over you

Slam(chapter 17)

(Camila)

"you slept with Camila"I heard an angry perrie say what? I saw Lauren's back facing me "what the fuck Lauren you told her we slept together"I was beyond pissed she turned quickly to me and her eyes widened,

"Camila?"I heard a pissed perrie I ignored Lauren and walked over to perrie "pez we didn't sleep together" I told her her eyes began to soften until Lauren chirped in "yea we did" she mumbled perries eyes darkened and her head snapped round to Lauren

"You better keep quite" she hissed "or what?"Lauren laughed then perrie pushed her up against the kitchen wall a fist full of Lauren's top Lauren's eyes widened,

"Or this"perrie mumbled "pez seriously calm down we didn't sleep together" I tried but failed because of yet again Lauren "we did"she chirped in again to earn her a punch in the face "shit"perrie mumbled and Lauren feel to the floor,

"What the hell perrie" I shouted and dropped to my knees to help Lauren "you slept together"perrie shouted I stood up again "yes the word being slept we slept i made her sleep in my bed because I was petrified of the thunder we didn't have sex"I raised my voice,

"And Even if we did we arnt together so it's not as if I would have been cheating"I added seeing perries eyes turn to looking hurt "maybe that's a good thing" she mumbled then left and a few second later I heard the front door slam shut,

I sighed and looked down at Lauren who gave me a light smile I went to the freezer and lifted out a bag of frozen pees I threw them at her "help yourself asshole" I muttered and walked back upstairs.

I locked Callum's bedroom door and went straight to my 'special box' and took out my razor sitting on my bed slicing at my wrist until it bleed very heavily I wrapped it up in bandages and lay down on the bed,

A few minutes later I heard a knock on the bedroom door "Camila?" I heard Lauren call I sigh in frustration and ignored her "please camz I'm sorry"she added my eyes snapped open in anger I went to the door and opened it startling lauren obviously!

"What!"I demanded "I'm sorry"she told me "I don't care are you really trying to ruin my life because you really getting there"I shouted at her you could see the purple those coming out around her jaw line it looked painful, she looked down obviously ashamed. Until I seen her hand reach out and grab my arm,

"What did you do?" She asked looking me into my eyes hers full of concern and laughed bitterly "you don't care"I breathed she dropped my arms "how many Fucking more time I do care this is bullshit why won't you listen Camila I do care"she shouted

"I'm going to sleep"I muttered "but it's half 12" she told me quietly "I don't care"I slammed the door and locked it lauren kept banging it so I put my earphones in and drifted to sleep