Breaking the Madness

Three - Part Two

Anna POV

I ran to my attic refusing to let them see me break, they may be my attackers, but I would not let myself become a victim. As I made it through the door I fell to my knees clutching my head in my hands. It was times like this that I hated myself, I hated that I was different. No matter how much I begged them to love me, they never did.

'We love you Annie," Kid tried to cheer me up.

A sob escaped my lips as I started to yell, "Shut up! Just shut up.... please.... you're not real! Just shut up.... shut up! This is all your fault, I should have never listened to you, the doctors say that your just apart of some kind of psychosis.... I just want you to go away!"

My screamed into my hands..... It wasn't fair, I tried so hard to be what they wanted but not once did they even pretend to care let alone love me.

Freak.

Runt of the litter.

Ugly.

Fat.

Bitch.

Whore.

They called me.

It wasn't fair.

'Life not fair Annie, you know that...' Woe muttered sadly.

'Yeah... and since when did you believe the doctors anyway?' Coquette snickered

'Plus.... we're just as real to you as the the hair on your head....' Beezle scowled at my previous statement.

'We are sorry Annie, we shouldn't have made you get the dress, we just wanted you to look beautiful,' Kid cried her voice trembling.

They were right.

"I'm sorry..... I shouldn't have said...."

"Anna are you okay?" Jen asked stopping me mid sentence.

I nodded looking at the ground, "I just really wanted to go is all."

"Oh honey," she bent down to hug me. We stayed like that for a while and I felt an emotion I hadn't felt before.... love?

"I know just what to do," she gasped pulling me to my feet with a smile. "Close your eyes and take of that ruined dress."

I did as I was told. I heard some noises then Jen was pulling something over my head and my arms into sleeves. 

"Step in," she ordered and I stepped into what seamed like a skirt. She fiddled with my hair for a moment before pulling me across the room and told me to open me eyes.

Jen had dressed me in my own clothes. I was wearing a long black, high waisted chiffon skirt that fell around my ankles, I also had on a long sleeve, black lace shirt that only went to my mid stomach. My hair was loose and fell around me in curls.

"There.... see. You don't have to be anyone else Anna, just you, and you'll always be the most beautiful girl in the world," Jen smile at me genuinely.

"You mean I can go?"

"Of course! you've got something to wear now don't you?" she laughed.

I guess I did, but there was just one more thing.

"What about shoes?"

Jen thought for a moment then smile, "Since when do you ever wear shoes, little sis?"

She had a point, and I didn't really care about shoes, I was just so happy to be going to the ball. I full grin spread over my.

"Come on Anna! Let's go! the ball will have already started!" Jen cried as she grabbed my hand and pulled my through the halls towards the ball.

I was so happy, yet I couldn't help but notice that the one dancing shadows were hiding away, watching us with a foreboding silence.

Something wasn't right.

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A/N

Hey y'all!!! How are youz?

Did you like it??? Sorry I split this chapter into two parts..... And sorry this was kinda short....what can I say I was feeling kinda evil! Mwhahaha *laughs manically*

(I think I might have had one too many energy drinks :P)

Anyways let me know what you think.....

Also I have a big favour to ask you guys.... I know most of you won't really care but I need some help deciding something.... At the moment I'm writing 3 books at once....(4 if you count the one that I don't write on Wattpad) and because I'm doing yr 12 it's getting too much and I can't update them all regularly.... so I was thinking you guys could help me decide which two out of the three I should keep writing regularly and which one to have a break.... it would be soooooo helpful if you could let me know which one you like best out of them!

They are....

The Queen

The Absence of Light

Breaking the Madness (this one)

It would be great if you could comment and let me know which ones you like the best!!

Thanks soooooo much... This is such a hard decision but otherwise all my stories are going to suffer.

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