Broken Hearted Bad Boy

Chapter 23- True feelings revealed

Callie's P.O.V

"Are you still fucking lying to me right now Ryan?" I hissed at the phone that was on loud speaker

"Come on baby. It's me. I would never do that to you, they are only trying to cause trouble. I love you." He said back sounding more annoyed than upset

"Don't you dare say that to me Ryan? You are the one that is lying to me. I can't do this anymore. You have made an idiot out of me and broke my heart." I sobbed down the phone

As soon as I let out the first sob Blake rushed over to my bed where I was, sitting next to me. He grabbed my hand in his, making me look at him

"I am right here." He whispered stroking my cheek

I sighed, nodding my head deciding the sooner this is all over the better

"Callie you can't give up on us. We got plans baby girl. College, getting married and a family one day. Do you really want a through that all away over one stupid mistake I made?" Ryan said

I could see Blake's eyes turn to complete anger as he listened to Ryan. If Ryan was right here I think Blake would not have hesitated to kill him.

"Thought it was all lies? One mistake? You have been screwing Missy for months...that aint one mistake. How could you do this Ryan? Have you ever actually really loved me?" I sobbed

"I don't know but please I can't lose you Callie, you are my entire world. It is always meant to be you and me." He said, a tiny of sadness now to his tone

I fell silent, trying to work out how to respond to that. I never wanted to but there was a small part of me that wanted to forgive him. I don't know if I could see my life without Ryan, not after we have been together this long.

I turned to Blake, to be met with pleading eyes. He can see exactly what I am considering doing.

"Callie please don't? You deserve better." He whispered, sadness in his eyes that was clear as day for me to see.

I buried my face in my hands, pulling at my hair and growing in frustration. All of a sudden I heard a giggle on the other end

"Shhh she will hear you." Ryan whispered, trying to be quiet enough so I would not here.

"Then hurry baby." I heard a female voice say

He was with someone right now while he is talking to me? What is wrong with this boy?

"Callie baby are you there?" Ryan asked

I went to open my mouth, nothing came out. I was too busy crying. How dumb am I not seeing any of what he has been doing? Love really does make you stupid.

"Callie? Please baby talk to me?" I heard him say but I shook my head

Before I could stop him Blake grabbed the phone from my hand, the anger showing in his full face

"She does not want to talk to you. Leave her the fuck alone Ryan or God help me I will come over there and make sure you stay away from her. You never deserved her...she was always too good for you. You only went after her cause you knew how I felt about her that is how much of a selfish coward you are. You try contacting her again I will ruin you...you know I can. Stay the fuck away from her you pathetic excuse of a human being." Blake shouted at him down the phone before he hit end call

I sat there looking at him, not know what to do or say. Knew how he felt? What does that even mean? Yes he admitted he had feelings for me earlier but Ryan and I were together five years, surely he has not had feelings for me that long?

"Blake what is going on?" I asked

"Callie I will tell you I promise but not right now you are too vulnerable." He said with a sigh "I am sorry he done that to you." He added

I nodded, not in the mood to fight him on this. I felt the tears build up again with the realisation of the entire situation. How many times has he cheated on me? With how many girls? Does he have another girlfriend in England? All these thoughts were hurting my head and my heart. I broke down once again.

"Come here Callie. I got you beautiful." Blake said, laying down on my bed pulling me along with him

I snuggled into him, resting my head on his chest. He took my hand in his, linking our fingers together, lifting my hand to his lips and kissing my knuckled "You will be OK." He whispered

I could feel his heart thud in his chest loudly as I scooted closer to him, wrapping my arm around him. I seemed to fit perfectly against his body. I felt his hand move, his fingers falling on my hair stroking it as I sobbed my broken little heart out. He never said a single word, just held me close. I lifted my head, resting my chin on his stomach, looking up at him. I was met with his eyes already watching me. He faked a small smile when I caught his eye, I could tell there was something bothering him.

"Hey are you OK? You look sad Blake?" I asked, stroking his cheek with my hand

I watched as he responded to my touch. His eyes closed over, his breathing becoming heavier as he moved into my touch, a sigh following from his lips...his lips brushing against the palm of my hand before his eyes opened again. Something inside of me changed when I see his reaction to me, I don't know how to explain it. There was something in his eyes when he looked at me that made me feel strange inside, right in the pit of my stomach

"Not really." He shrugged

"Tell me what is wrong?" I asked

"Don't you worry your pretty little head about me baby girl. I will be fine." He said smiling, another fake one

I decided I was not taking that answer from him, I wanted the truth. I shifted myself, sitting on his stomach, folding my hands over my chest and looking down at him.

"Callie as much as I would love you on top of me, don't want it like this when you are looking at me all mad." He chuckled

"I am not moving until you tell me what is wrong with you Blake. I can sit here all night, not got any plans." I said sternly

"You are quite sexy when you are mad." He winked

I knew he was doing this to try change the subject, make me mad and make me move off him but it was not gonna work, not this time. I need to know exactly what he meant at the waterfall earlier.

"Don't try change the subject Blake it aint gonna work." I said "I want to know right now what you meant when you said those things to me...you know exactly what I mean." I said my voice gentle

Blake reached in, placing his hands on my hips, looking up at me. His mouth opened and then closed again.

"Blake tell me?" I said annoyed

"For fuck sake...fine." He groaned

In one swift move he had me on my back, his body on top of mine. He was not sitting on my stomach

"I will tell you but you will properly hate me. At least this way you can't run away from me." he said

I looked at him, more confused than before

"I like you OK? I have done since we were kids. I liked you before Ryan even made his move. Back then it was only a schoolboy crush. The years went on and I found my feelings getting stronger for you. I hoped they would go away over the years but they never, then when Ryan left I took that as my chance to get closer to you. Callie you are the only girl I have ever truly felt anything for. Is that you happy now uh?" he said, hissing the last part

I lay there, shocked...no words coming from my lips. I had no clue how to respond.

"I fucking knew I should not have said anything." He snapped, jumping to his feet and storming off.

What the heck am I gonna do now?

*****

How do you think Callie is gonna respond to that? Do you think she will go after him?