Chapter 11 - By myself now

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*Issys POV*

It was the morning after the boys and my friends left. I was by myself in this apartment, no longer having the company I had with me all week. All I had to look at was empty rooms, empty halls, plain couches, and vacant space with nobody occupying it. I just sat in my room, thinking about America, and what I could be missing there. Unfortanetly, Dave and Em would not be going to the same college either. So it was like all three of us were getting separated, except I was more of a distance from them. Starting this new life was great, but saying goodbye to the people that I loved in my past life was the hardest thing I had to do. And I was just hoping that I wouldn't regret it.

I got up from my cushiony bed, feeling a little sick. When I realized what was happening, I ran to the bathroom, holding my hair away from my face as I let out everything I ate from last night out into the toilet. I hated throwing up. I feel like all the energy gets drained out of me. I rinsed my mouth out with a cup of water, and flushed the toilet as I made my way out of the bathroom, back into my room. Sliding down the headboard of my bed praying I wasn't getting sick.

* Harrys POV *

We had a show in Toronto today. I was excited since it was our first show on the North American leg of the tour. I was missing Issy alot, but I knew I had to prepare myself so we could give a good show no matter what was on my mind. I felt terrible and so stupid that I didn't tell her I liked her. That wasn't like me at all. But, I don't know It was different this time, I was scared of getting rejected by her and her telling me she didn't like me back. If that happened I don't know what I would do. But it's not like I could do anything now, we're back on tour. That's why I hate myself for being such a dumb idiot. It doesn't matter how I feel about her now, because we are both in two different countries and I can't do anything about it. Louis apologized for what happened the other day, he said he realized that he was walking in on something and that if there was anything he could do to make it up to me, let him know. But there was nothing me, or him , or the rest of the boys could do now. I missed my chance, and now it was too late.

* Issys POV*

I fell asleep for four hours, it was now 12 in the afternoon and my phone was blowing up like crazy. I unlocked my screen and saw I had a bunch of missed calls and texts from Em And Dave. I rubbed my eyes, my stomach feeling better, and sat up in my bed.

Em: CALL US QUICK ISSY
Dave: PICK UP YOUR PHONE WE NEED TO TALK
5 missed calls from Em, 4 missed calls from Dave.

" Oh my gosh, I said to myself, calling Em as soon as I could.

" FINALLY YOU ANSWER YOUR DAMN PHONE!!", Em yelled in my ear.

" Im sorry, I fell asleep", I said.

" Issy, have you been on twitter lately?", Dave asked me, now coming in the conversation.

" No, not in like a day, why?", I asked.

" There are a bunch of fans, tweeting about a picture of you and Harry at the pool", Em said. My jaw dropped at her words.

" No freaking way, what picture, when we were on the chairs?"

" YES", they both yelled at me in unison. I heard a familiar beep, and saw I got a picture message from Em. I opened it, seeing the picture of us, smiling at eachother while we were talking.

" Oh shit", I mumbled under my breath.

" Oh shit is right", Dave said laughing.

I smacked my hand against my forehead. Not wanting to hear the answer to the question I wanted to ask.

" How bad are the comments?"

" Well, actually it's about a mix, half of them are saying you need to stay away from him, some say you better not be dating, and the others say your so pretty and to stop hating on you that you look nice", Em said. I shook my head side to side, appreciating that at least some of them were kind.

" It doesn't sound too bad, is there any other pictures?", I asked.

" There's one of us getting off the jet, there's one of you guys walking and that looks like that's all that got out", Dave said. I nodded at his words.

" Alright, anything else you guys wanna tell me?"

" Yea, just one other thing, Issy your famous!!!", he yelled into the phone. I rolled my eyes.

" Goodbye Em, bye Dave."

" Bye Issy", they both said in unison.

As soon as I hung up the phone, I opened up my twitter account, well fan account to see what was going on. And my friends were right. Literally everyone was talking about me. Some good, some bad, some death threats, but I didn't let them get to me. I let the nice ones hold me up from the other ones trying to bring me down. I ran my fingers through my hair, not believing this was happening. I got a notification, saying " New tweet from Jordan Bayback". I scrolled up on my timeline, seeing indeed his tweet was there. It said , " Summer vacay in the UK, gonna surprise my ex, London can't wait". I then jumped out of my bed, throwing my phone along with it. I paced back and forth across my floor, not believing what that tweet said. " No.No. No, this can't be happening", I repeated to myself. It really couldn't be. Jordan was coming here, for me.

A/N

Hiiii:) short chapter for once, left a bit of a cliffy haha. What do you think about Issy's ex coming to see her?:p I decided to do another update since I will be in Virginia for two days and will not be writing:) I just wanna thank all of you who reads this and votes, I appreciate more than you will ever know. And especially to all the readers that comment and say what they like about it and how they can't wait for more, it makes my day whenever I read one. So this chapter is dedicated to all of you who comment and vote for this story, you know who you are. Love you guys xx
-Ari

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