Proving Our Love

Chapter 36 - Am I Wrong

* Issy's POV *
Today was the day Harry had to leave again, and I was not looking forward to it what so ever. And on that note, it wasn't starting off to a great morning. Mainly because, he wasn't awake yet.
I went into the guest room he was staying in, knocking on the door. After waiting and not hearing a response, I opened the door, closing it slowly behind me, sitting on the side of his bed he was sleeping in.
" Harry", I whispered, resting my chin against his bare back, feeling the soft surface of his skin.
" Hmm", he mumbled under his breath, beginning to move slightly around in the sheets.
" It's 8:26 a.m and you have to leave in half n hour", I reminded him, laughing as he groaned.
" I didn't even hear my alarm, I'm so tired", he said groggily, burying his face into the pillow. I smiled, rubbing his back as he sighed.
" That feels really good, can you go a little more in the middle?", he asked, pushing my arm more down with his hand to direct me.
" You need to get up, now", I told him seriously.
" Noooooooooo", he responded, lifting the sheets over his head.
" Harry you need to-
" No Iss"
" But you only have like-
" No"
" Harry get up!", I said, slapping his butt.
" Ow okay okay I'm getting up", he said, chuckling as he began to fix the bed.
" What do you want me to make for your breakfast?", I asked him, looking at the clock on top of the dresser.
" Just like a bagel or something", he said, rubbing his eyes as he locked his phone.
" Okay", I said, starting to walk out the door, but was stopped by him calling me.
" What is it?", I asked.
" Where's my shirt?", he asked me, his eyebrows crossing together as he kneeled down, looking under the bed. I covered my mouth with my hand, trying to hold in my laugh as he searched the room.
" What, what's so funny?", he asked me, opening his suitcase.
" It's funny because I have it on..... You put it over me last night on the couch, remember?", I said, giggling as he hit his forehead with the palm of his hand, laughing before walking up to me.
" Sorry it's too early for my brain to function can I please have it back?", he asked, yawning.
" Of course", I said, watching as he held a wide smirk on his face, waiting for me to take it off.
" Well, I'm waittttting, did you want me to take it off for you", he said, crossing his arms, his face still holding the same sly grin across it.
" Very funny, turn around", I said.
" Why, I already have seen your torso Iss, nice lace bra by the way, is that from Victoria secret?", he asked, laughing after seeing my expression.
" Harry stoppppp", I said, rolling my eyes as I took the shirt off, placing it into his hand.
" See, that wasn't so hard was it?", he asked, pulling me into him.
" Nope, but I can tell it was for your dick", I said laughing, earning an immediate frown from him.
" Take it back or else I'll make a joke about your laced up boobs", he said, letting go of my waist.
" No I won't take it back, and make all the jokes you want, they're all bad anyway", I said, sticking my tongue out at him.
" Oh yeh, well your boobs look like raw melons", he said, sticking his tongue out at me, repeating my previous action.
" Yea? Well your four nipples look like umm....expired circle sprinkles", I replied.
" And people say my jokes are bad? Wait till they hear yours", he said, kissing my cheek as he walked out of the room, laughing.
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" Do you need any help", Em asked me, standing up from the stool to throw her napkin away.
" No, I'm okay", I said , wrapping up his bagel after thanking her.
I then walked with it into the living room, seeing he was holding his arms out, beckoning me to come over to him. I placed the bagel onto the coffee table, running up into him, wrapping my arms around his neck as he did the same to my waist.
" So now?", I asked him, knowing he would know what I was referring to.
" Yup, now", he said sighing, rubbing his hand up and down my back.
" But I have good news, we get another break in a week for three days", he said, slowly pulling away so he could see my face. My smile then gradually started to fade, as I began to let go from our embrace.
" A week? As in next week?", I asked him, making sure I heard him correctly.
" Yeh, why what's wrong?", he questioned, trying to study my reaction.
" Harry, I told you that's when I'm going to the campus orientation thing, then going to see Jordan in the hospital facility place", I said, looking up at his gaze.
" Well Yeh I know that, but I told you I wasn't sure when our next break was gonna be, so since I found out its the same week can't you just go see him another time?", he asked.
" No I can't go see him another time, what other time is there? After that week I go to see him I start Uni Harry remember?", I asked, stepping back.
" Okay, well why can't you just go re schedule your plans to see him this week?", he asked, acting as if it was no big deal.
" I can't this week Harry, Im still recovering have you forgotten that? Now you want me to reschedule something when I had already made plans?", I said, crossing my arms over my chest.
" Yes I want you to reschedule if you go next week we aren't gonna have any time to spend together that gives us what like a day", he said, his voice beginning to raise slightly.
" Well that's not my fault, those are the days his parents have made arrangements for me to be there in the facility with him, so what do you want me to do?", I asked him.
" Are you serious? I can't believe you Issy. Your actually just gonna stand there and not even try to do anything when you know that we only have a minimal amount of time together as it is when I have breaks. Your basically showing you care more about seeing Jordan than spending time with me with the days we're given!", he yelled, throwing his hands up in the air.
" How could you say that, you know that's not true Harry! I do care about the amount of time we have together but visiting him is important which requires specific arrangements. That's the only plan that works out for me. After the next two weeks I'm not gonna have time to travel anywhere because I start college and you know that!", I yelled back, watching as he shook his head.
" So is that how it's gonna play out, making sure you see Jordan first before you spend anytime with me? I don't know if you've noticed yet but I am on tour Iss and there are so many days that I can fly back and forth to see you! I am doing my part so I would hope that you would return the favor!", he said, still yelling.
" Stop screaming at me! It's not my fault okay I'm sorry but I did tell you that I was going next week. That's the only plan that works out for me with the way things are going on right now, and I would hope you understand that this is not about us", I said back.
" Oh, no. No Iss I understand perfectly. But what you don't understand is that he's not your problem anymore! So what he's sick that doesn't mean you need to drop everything for him! You think he's all sweet now because he's sick but you don't even know the half of it. Are you aware that he's the one that purposely put something personal that happened to you in the media, is that somebody you want to waste your time and money visiting?", he said, sounding annoyed.
" Yes I do understand that but that doesn't matter right now this isn't about me, this is about him now he's getting worse Harry! Stop being so insensitive I'm going because I'm not gonna get to see him, but I'm gonna get to see you. We can always work something out", I said, pushing a few strands of hair behind my ear.
" What do you mean this isn't about you!? You know its so ironic to me that your so quick to defend a person who did so much to you just because he's sick! He's clearly manipulating you into feeling sorry for him. You are actually going to waste the time that we have, on him. You care more about seeing him more than you care about seeing me just admit it", he spit back.
" No, no I will not admit it because you know damn well that's not true at all! I count down the days, hours and minutes that lead up till I get to see you! I don't get why you are so jealous over him, so please just stop yelling, you don't need to", I said to him.
" I will not stop yelling because you don't even care how I feel about this! Your going to see him when we are supposed to see and spend time with each other, do you not see my point!? Are you forgetting that this guy you want to see is the guy that raped you, and then later got you pregnant unknowingly, and now you just found out you had a miscarriage!", he screamed, relaxing a bit once he saw my reaction to his words, looking down.
" Well, no I didn't forget, I'll never forget. But even if I do it doesn't matter because you'll always make sure to remind me, right?", I asked him, my voice becoming weaker as I tired desperately to hold back the tears that were threatening to spill out in result of his harsh words.
" I-Iss I'm sorry I didn't mean to say that-
" Dont..... I'm sorry for putting a sick persons feelings first before our own, have a safe trip", I told him, placing the wrapped bagel in his hands as Em sent me a sad smile before walking up the stairs, obviously overhearing our argument.
" Issy please , I can't leave like this", he said to me, looking into my eyes. I then looked down, closing my eyes slowly as I felt his hand gently lift my face up to his, wiping away a tear with his thumb.
" I know what I said hurt you please hear me out Iss I'm so sorry I didn't mean to", he said, his face full of sadness as I turned away, removing his hand from my cheek.
" I don't wanna hear you out I think you've said enough. But fine, if you can't leave like this, then I'll make it easy for you, I'll just walk away and you can go try to make it on time for your flight, goodbye", I said, turning away from him as I walked up the stairs, leaving that as the last words spoken.
( A/N)
Hey guys! So, what did you all think about Hissy's argument? Who do you think was right about the situation... Harry, or Issy? Please vote if you'd like and leave all your thoughts about it in the comments! Love you guys xx
- Ari