Proving Our Love

Chapter 37 -Understanding Him

* Harry's POV *

As Issy walked away from me, walking up the stairs, I desperately wanted to go after her. But I couldn't when I needed to get to the airport on time, so I left. I left and now I am sitting on the plane, wishing I hadn't said all those things to her, because now I regret every single one of them. I never meant to hurt her, ever. Now I did for the first time and I didn't know what to do. She was right, I am jealous of him. But she would be to if I had an ex girlfriend who was sick and went to go see her instead of seeing Issy. I was just angry that she couldn't even see the reason why I don't want her to go. I always listen to her, and I wanted her to return the favor this time. Because I want her to understand that I need to see her whenever I can.

* Issys POV *

I had never seen him like this before, so angry and upset. And while going over it in my head, I understood why he was so upset about it. I know we have limited time to see each other and each day counts. But I wanna make sure I go see Jordan first, because Harry was going to be there when I came back. But what I didn't know was, is if Jordan would still be there the next time I decide to fly to America. And so because of that, I wanted to make sure I went as soon as I could. And I guess I was going alone now, because after what he said, I don't think he wants to come with me like I wanted him to, so we could be together.

I then got distracted from my thoughts when I heard a quiet knock on the door.

" Come in", I said, wiping my face to retrieve my composure as I sat up.

" Hey", Em said, taking a seat across from me on my bed.

" Hi", I responded, looking up at her, then beginning to play with a string that was loose from the hem of the sheets.

" I overheard your argument", she told me, trying to study my face.

" Yea, I kind of figured", I replied, giving her a small smile.

" Is that the first time you guys fought?", she asked me, crossing her legs across the bed.

" Yea it was", I said, looking up at her.

" Are you okay?", she questioned, giving me a sympathetic look.

" About the argument or about the baby?", I asked.

" Issy, everything, are you okay in general", she stated, waiting for my reply. " Because it looks like to me, that your not", she added.

" Em, I'm hanging on by a thin thread here. I just don't know how much more of this I can take. It's like I have this enormous weight on me then something else happens and it just gets bigger and bigger and just builds up to no end and"..., I explained pausing.

" And? You can talk to me Iss I'm here to take care of my best friend. What's not making you okay", she pushed.

" The fact that I don't know how much more I can take, is crushing me right now. And to make things even more worse he's mad at me", I said, sighing as I put my hands over my face. But then removed them, wanting to ask her something.

" Em I was wrong wasn't I?", I asked her, knowing she would tell me the truth.

" Well I wouldn't say any of you were wrong", she said, un crossing her legs.

" What do you mean?", I asked her.

" Both of you have a point Iss, that's what I'm saying. If you wanna say somebody was wrong, then both of you were wrong. He was wrong by not understanding the reason on why you need to go visit Jordan, and you were wrong not to give thought about how he felt when you took the time that you and him had together to go see Jordan. He has a point Iss".... She explained.

" Alright but what point I already told him why I need to go and he's being jealous over it for nothing it's not a big deal", I told her.

" Issy yes it is a big deal, the only way your gonna understand is if you realize what he's talking about", she said, looking up at me.

" But Em he's sick what am I supposed to do -

" Issy listen. How often do you get to see Harry?", she asked.

" I don't know like maybe a few times each month", I said.

" Exactly, you get like maybe eight to ten days out of a whole month to see him all together, so most of each month you don't get to, right?", she asked me.

" Well yea", I responded, waiting for her to continue.

" And your starting University in two weeks. So did you ever think about how the limited time that you guys have now, will be even more reduced because of the minimum amount your gonna have in the future?", she asked. I nodded, beginning to see his point the way she explained it.

" Hes so upset with you because you are using that little time with him in order to spend it with somebody who no longer means anything to you. That's your time with him and your using it on your ex, that's what he wants you to understand", she explained.

" I do understand that, but he needs to understand that he's sick and I need to do it as soon as I can", I said back.

" Yea I know, that's where you have a point", she said, giving me a small smile. " He doesnt understand that Jordan is sick and that next week is the only time that is convenient for you in your condition to go and see him. And he shouldn't of brung the miscarriage up. You see what I mean now, you both have a point nobody's wrong you just have to compromise", she explained.

" I was going to tell him I wanted him to come with me, but once he started saying that stuff, I got sidetracked", I told her.

" Well that's okay, just talk it out with him", she said, helping me up from the bed.

" Alright, thanks Em you helped alot", I told her, bringing her into a hug.

" Your welcome I'm always here if you need me, remember that Issy", she said, pulling away from our momentary embrace.

" I know and I am here for you too", I told her, earning a smile.

" And just remember, he doesn't mean to say those things, he just wants to be with you and he got angry it happens", she said, closing the door behind her.

Everything Em had said about the situation was right. But It just made me feel even worse about upsetting him. Like I had said in the beginning, I never thought I would of gotten the chance to even prove my love to him, and even after all this time, I still don't know how.

( A/N)

Hi guys ! Okay so as you can see I've basically been updating randomly. And I tried to make up a schedule but with me there's days when I can update and when I can't so I'm just gonna have to become a random updater haha. So it will basically be a surprise every time. I hope you all enjoyed this boring chapter, (sorry). Please vote and comment if ud like :) Love you guys xx

- Ari