Proving Our Love

Chapter 49 - We're Not Happy

* Issys POV *
" Okay and you just had an ultrasound done correct?", the lady assistant at the hospital desk asked me, beginning to type into the computer.
" Yes, would I be able to pay for it now?", I questioned, searching for my card in my purse.
" No need you already payed for it remember", she said.
" No I didn't", I responded, watching as she nodded her head, pointing to the computer screen.
" It says here you already payed for it this morning in advance", she said, handing me a paper to sign.
" Is it possible that somebody made that payment for me?", I asked her, watching as she nodded her head.
" Yes it is, all they need is your name and we would take their information down from their form of payment. It's very likely that somebody did since you've implied you haven't. That was very generous of them since it says here you've had an emergency room visit, and ultrasound here today, and it says here all your expenses for your tests here both times are paid for. Did you already pay for your emergency visit?", she questioned, making me look almost dumb founded.
" No I didn't", I replied.
" Wow then you have a very benevolent giver because everything here is paid for", she responded.
" There's no bill to be paid, it looks like it's been takin care of", she explained.
" Oh, okay, thank you", I told her, walking out of the hospital more confused than ever.
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" Issy! I missed you so much!", Emily yelled, running into my arms as I opened the door, greeting Grace as she followed into the house behind her.
" Hey Emily, I missed you guys too have a seat how are you?", I asked, smiling gently as she crawled on top of my lap.
" We are great thank you we actually have been working on a bit more wedding stuff, how about you how was your visit to Jersey?", Grace asked, playing with some of her daughters hair.
" Aw that's nice and it was alright. Emily I heard you got your flowers for your basket, how did that go?", I asked her, watching her form a smile.
" Good I got pink, some white some red and lots of other colorful flower petals", she replied, looking up at me.
" Oh that's exciting they sound like a good combination, I'm glad you had fun choosing", I said to her.
" Yes she did, so how's your ex doing Issy did Harry end up spending his break with you down there?", she asked, fixing the hem of her blouse.
" Um actually about Harry-
" Is he here he said next time he comes we can all go to the London eye together and that we can have a play date remember?!", Emily asked excitedly , tugging on my cardigan.
" Yes sweetie I remember but our plans might have gotten a bit alternated", I told her, watching Grace's face turn into a confused expression.
" You mean Harry's not here?", Emily asked me.
" Well no he went back on tour but -
" But when he comes back then we can all go right?", she interrupted.
" Sweetie im sorry but I don't think it's gonna be all of us anymore", I told her, watching as her head slowly turned sideways.
" What do you mean?", she asked.
" Babe I'm so sorry but, Harry and I broke up", I said, watching as her face now held a pained expression, her little arms falling to her sides.
" Why? You guys don't like each other anymore?", she questioned.
" No sweetie we do, but I'm afraid it's much more complicated then that, I'm sorry Emily", I said, feeling guilty as she pulled away from me.
" How could you! How could you let him go you guys have to be together you guys love each other!", she exclaimed, hopping off of my lap, running upstairs with tears running down her face.
" Oh my goodness Grace I'm so sorry I didn't mean to make her upset I just didn't want her to keep getting her hopes up about all the plans we had", I told her, looking down at my fingers.
" Aw Issy no don't feel bad Emily just really looks up to you and Harry that's why she's taking it so hard now. But it's not your fault", she reassured me.
" I know but I feel terrible I've never seen her so hurt before", I said, watching as Grace gave me a small smile.
" Well your not to worry love. You have enough on your plate right now. I'm deeply sorry for your breakup though. Is everything between the both of you alright?", she questioned.
" Grace I promise I will tell you everything that happended during our visit but could you please excuse me for one moment I wanna see if Emily is okay", I told her.
" Yea of course sweetheart take your time I'll be right here I'm not going anywhere", she said, before I thanked her, heading upstairs.
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I walked down the hallway, slowly pacing back and forth around the rooms seeing if she could be anywhere insight, until I heard soft sobbing coming from my room.
I pushed my door open a little, seeing Emily was sprawled out with her little body across my bed, her face buried into the center of my pillow, her quiet crying being prominent as I gently sat down beside her.
" Emily", I whispered, slowly rubbing the palm of my hand against her back, hoping the gesture would help her to calm down a bit. Harry always did this to help me settle down whenever I was uneasy, and thankfully it was working for her too.
" Sweetheart, look at me please", I said, watching as she slowly turned her head, her face being revealed as she lifted her head from the pillow, starting to wipe her eyes with her tiny hands, sniffling.
" Aw come here babe", I said, lifting her up into my lap, becoming slightly more relieved as she embraced me, resting her head on top of my shoulder.
" Shhhhh, don't cry Emily it's alright honey", I told her, continuing to run her back in a circular motion.
" I'm sorry I yelled at you, I'm just gonna miss him", she said.
" It's alright honey, and I know you are babe, I miss him too", I told her, watching as she cautiously pulled away slowly, now meeting my gaze as she wiped her eyes once more.
" Really? You miss him?", she asked.
" Of course I do. I miss him every single minute of everyday. But just because we aren't together won't change your relationship with him. I'm sure if you talk to mommy you guys can always arrange to see him again", I reassured her, watching as she began to smile.
" I'd like that a lot, I know he misses you too Issy", she said before speaking up again. " Why did you guys break up if your in love?", she questioned, making my heart sink, but letting me think.
" It's, it's very difficult to understand at your age honey but we just have so many things going on around us right now which made it hard on our relationship that led us to that decision ", I said, feeling better as she nodded.
" I think I get it, I still wish you guys were together though, your perfect for each other Issy", she said, her sad hazel eyes looking up at me as I smiled at her.
" Thank you sweetie, I appreciate it, please don't be upset alright?", I said, making her giggle as I started to tickle her.
" Okay, you know your like a big sister to me, your like the sister I've always wanted. And I have a beautiful sister, the best one in the whole world", she said.
" You know I've always wanted a little sister, and now I have the most adorable one in the worldddddd", I told her, laughing as she hugged me tightly.
" I Love you Issy, I'm glad your back", she said while keeping our embrace close, making my lips curl into a smile as she said those words.
" I'm glad too Emily, I'm glad too", I said.

* Harry's POV *
" Hey get up Harry we're leaving in like ten minutes to meet Lou and lux at the restaurant", Liam said, pulling the duvet covers off of my body.
" I'm not going", I said to him, pulling the sheets back up over me, then adjusting my pillow.
" Come on please come you haven't been out of this hotel for the past three days, this isn't like you", he replied, taking a seat on the edge of the bed.
" Maybe I just don't want to go Liam", I responded, playing with one of my rings.
"But it's not the same without you it'd make us much happier if-
" Well I wouldn't be happier okay? I just want to stay here" , I said.
" You can't stay in here forever Harry I know your having it hard right now with everything that's going on with Issy but you can't keep being like-
" Like what Liam?", I interrupted him, sitting up. " Why should I have to go somewhere when I don't want to", I added.
" You would want to if you and Issy were together. But I mean your the one that left", he said, making all the anger I had inside of me burn straight through my veins.
" Do you honestly believe that I wanted to leave her like that? If you hadn't guessed by now that was one of the hardest things I've ever had to do. Especially because I didn't wanna do it", I said to him.
" I know that Harry, and we all hate seeing you so unhappy like this. If you would just contact her-
" No Liam", I said, cutting him off again. " I am trying to help her and by me contacting her would only add to her stress. I'm not what she needs right now", I told him, looking directly at the wall.
" Who are you to say what she needs? She never told you that, sometimes what you need is also what you want . And from this perspective of you and Issy you both need each other. Not being together probably isn't even helping her or you. I admire a lot how you put her feelings first before yours but your not happy because of what you think you had to do. And I guarantee she's not happy either", he said, giving me a sad smile before walking out the door.

( A/N)
Hey guys! I hope you are all well!:) I know it was a boring chapter so I apologize. But guess what!? Four will be here in just 12 more days!!!!!!!!!!!! I literally cannot wait who else is excited!? ' I think I'm gonna loose my minddddddd', over this album.