Proving Our Love

Chapter 46 - Broken

* Songs for this chapter*

Maroon 5 - Sad

Harry Styles- Don't Let me Go

Justin Bieber -Nothing Like Us

* Harry's POV *

Matt had told me that Jordan was unexpectedly on his death bed sooner than what we thought, and that is why he had wanted to see Issy so suddenly at that moment. But it wasn't until I walked down the hall, hearing her cry uncontrollably in his room, that I realized what actual state of pain Issy was really in.

We were always constantly having fun, making jokes, and playing around, getting undeniably lost into one another, ignoring the fact that all the while deep inside, she was truly dealing with an immense amount of stress and pain, and to make things even worse, she was now entering a state of grief.

" Hey um, I'm gonna go home with my parents, can you take Issy home when she comes out", Matt asked, putting his hand over my shoulder after fixing his black SnapBack that had JERSEY written across on it.

" Yeh of course, I will go get her she's in the room still right?", I asked, rubbing my eyes, taking away some of the tiredness from my face.

" Yea, shes just been sitting on the chair in his room ever since they took him out. Harry my sister is going through alot, so don't blame yourself she isn't really mad with you, she's just mad that he wanted to die and that she didn't get to have a say in it that's all", he reassured me, smiling as I brought him into a brotherly hug.

" I know man, thanks", I told him, patting his back, but a familiar voice catching my attention as I heard my name.

" Oh Harry there you are sweetheart I haven't seen you all day are you alright?", Michelle asked me, bringing me into a warm embrace, making me laugh as Matt rolled his eyes at his mother's immediate action.

" Mom he's been here you just saw him this morning before we left", he said, earning a glare from her as she pulled back from our embrace.

" It's almost ten pm so that was twelve hours ago Matthew hush. Where is your father?", she asked him, sighing as he shrugged his shoulders.

" Im alright Michelle thanks", I replied, answering her previous question.

" Good, where's Issy I couldn't find her downstairs", she said watching as Matt pointed to Jordan's room, her face then turning into a sympathetic frown.

" The poor thing she's still in there?", she asked, watching as Matt nodded intently.

" Okay well we are going back to the house I guess you and Issy will come back later then?", she assumed, sending me a small smile as I nodded.

" Alright we'll see you later then, come on Matt lets go find your father, these heels are killing me", Michelle remarked to her son, making me laugh as they walked away.

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Em and Dave had came to the hospital a little under an hour after Issy's parents had left, waking me from my sleepy slumber.

" Harry why aren't you guys home? Where is Issy?", Em asked me, taking a seat across from Dave.

" Because she's still in his room, I don't wanna take her out of there without her consent", I told her, rubbing my eyes as I adjusted to the lighting in the room.

" Dude you've been waiting here for her this whole time? It's been five hours since he passed", Dave said, sitting up.

" Guys, she was with him when he passed, i cant even imagine how shes feeling right now", i told them, watching as both of their eyes went wide.