Proving Our Love

Chapter 63 - The Test

* Issy's POV *

I woke up this morning, feeling slightly better than yesterday, and extremely happy that Harry was coming back from tour today, for good. We could finally be with each other as much as we wanted, and that literally was the best feeling in the whole world to me.

It was worrying me immensely that my period still hadn't come this month, considering that Harry and I had sex again before he left, which was the clear hint that was haunting me the most.

I kept trying to put it off because I didn't want to believe that it could actually be happening, but I promised myself today that I would get a pregnancy test today before Harry comes.

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" So your going to get Emily ready and bring her to the church right?", Grace asked me as we walked through the pharmacy section in the store.

" Yea Harry and I will get everything ready and make sure she's at the church on time", I told her, thanking her as she handed me a box labeled ' Pregnancy Test'

" Sweetheart, are you that nervous?", Grace asked me, causing me to look up from the box, meeting her gentle gaze.

" What do you mean?", I questioned.

" Honey your hands are shaking from holding the box are you okay?"

" Yea, w- well no...I don't know", I said, looking down before sitting on the bench, giving her a small smile as she sat down next to me.

" Talk to me Issy, what's wrong darling?"

" I don't know, it's just that, if I am pregnant...I don't know how Harry and I would do it. I would have to forget about Uni, It would mess up everything about the next tour they have, and I mean I don't even know how he would react. I just don't know if we're ready right now, not after what happened to my last one", I explained. Watching as her expression went sullen, full sympathy evident on her current on her face.

" Oh Issy, I know that being pregnant is not exactly on your to do list love but you and Harry can get through anything. You guys have already been through your hardest, think about it. Yes I know that if you are, it will interrupt and affect many things in both your lives, but you wouldn't be alone. It's a blessing for this to happen, so don't ever look at it as a mistake. If you are its a great thing believe me. Take it from somebody who has had a child before she was married as well. It's better thank you think", she said, nudging my shoulder, making me smile.

" Thank you Grace, talking to you makes me feel so much better", I told her as we embraced briefly, before pulling away.

" Let me know what happens alright?", she asked.

" Of course", I told her, before waving goodbye to her after we paid for our purchases.

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I sat there waiting a couple of minutes like the box said, so crazily anxious that my leg hadn't stopped bouncing up and down ever since I peed on the freakin stick. For this test, a single line was negative, and a double line was positive. And I had no idea what the outcome would be.

I then heard the doorbell ring, causing me to spring up from the bathroom floor, closing it behind me before running down the staircase.

" Harry!", I said, jumping into his arms after I opened the door, our lips immediately meeting as he lifted me up from the ground.

" I missed you so much baby", he said, closing the door behind him before embracing me again. The word 'baby' making me remember about the test I still had to see the result of.

" I missed you too", I told him, looking at my watch. It's been over two minutes, meaning the results were already there.

" Um, how was your flight and your last week of your tour, are you excited to be back home or what?", I asked him, laughing as he picked me up bridal style, before beginning to walk up the stairs.

" My flight was good, the tour was amazing, and I'm happy as hell that I'm back at home here with you", he said, making his way into my room as my arms were wrapped around his neck, his placed behind my legs, and lower back, just above my waist line.

" I love you so much", he said, laying me down on the bed.

" And I love you so much ", I said, smiling as he hovered over me, slowly pecking my lips.

" I'm gonna go to the bathroom real quick okay?, I said to him, watching as he nodded, getting up from above me to let me pass.

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I was in the locked bathroom now, mentally counting down of when to turn around and look at whether I was really pregnant or not. To see if this was actually true, if this was really happening to me, to us.

I took a deep breath, slowly turning around to look at the test, soon realizing that the breath I took was never let out, but escaping as a happy sob after I looked at the object in my hand, using my other hand to cover my mouth.

There were two double lines in the tiny square that made my heart leap out of my chest, and my watery eyes bulge out of their sockets....

I was pregnant

I set the test down, taking a seat back on the floor as I ran my fingers through my hair. I- this, this couldn't be happening. I can't believe that I was pregnant. How did I become pregnant we used protection and we were careful. How was I gonna tell Harry? What would he say? What would he do? How would he react? These were the questions that flooded through my brain as soon as I saw those two lines.

I then began to feel naceous again, not because of the baby causing me to feel that way, but because of the information I found out was having its effects.

Before I knew it, I was throwing up into the toilet, letting the remains from my stomach out, praying that this sick feeling would go away soon. But I knew it wouldn't now, especially until I told Harry.

" Iss are you okay?", he asked me after knocking on the door.

" Uh yea I'm okay", I said, flushing the toilet, before taking the test back into my hands, almost afraid as if he would see it through the closed door.

" Are you sure let me in", he said, making me jolt up.

" No no, don't come in I'm fine", I replied back.

" Alright if you need anything just call me okay?", he said.

" Okay", I said back, sitting back on the ground, sighing.

" I do need something, I need to tell you that we're having a baby" I said to myself.

Believe me, I was happy that I was pregnant, and that I had almost like a second chance. But, Harry and I weren't even married, and if I told him I was pregnant, I felt like it would ruin everything with his fame. I didn't want to do that to him, but I couldn't help but be terrified of one scary thought lingering in my mind

Would he even want this?