Supernatural Imagines: Book One

Nervous First Kiss

Characters: Alex x Reader, Jensen, Jared, Cami (OFC)

Warnings: first kiss jitters, fluff, Alex being a sweetheart

Summary: You never had your first kiss and you hate that you hadn't but you know it will happen at the right time and when Alex is there, you know it's the right time.

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Being a small actress, you always featured in plays and commercials. You've gotten good reviews on your acting but you never thought you would be on Supernatural, one of your favorite shows of all time. You loved the cast and watched their convention videos and their gag reels and always wanted to be a part of that. You've been there from the start and always had a crush on Dean Winchester. You were always a Dean girl but when you first saw Jack, you were falling for him more than Dean. You've seen Alexander Calvert in other things and thought he was a good actor and when you saw him on Supernatural, you audibly squealed.

Now, you were an actress on Supernatural, playing a potential love interest for Jack. When you first came onto set, the whole cast welcomed you with open arms and made you feel part of the family. You tried your best not to fangirl in front of them although you let it slip that you were a big fan. Jensen and Jared were complete sweethearts to you and so were Misha and Alex. You couldn't believe you were working on Supernatural and every single day you wake up, you had to remind yourself that this wasn't a dream.

You've been working with the crew for a few weeks now and the more you hung out with Alex, the more nervous you got. You got to know him better and started to like him for who he is. Even though you loved Jensen, Jared, and Misha, they were all married and had kids. You were 25 years old and it made sense to like someone your age.

After every take with Alex, he would make sure you were doing okay and the whole crew could see that Alex had taken an interest in you. It never dawned on you that he could like you the way you liked him because he was more famous than you and probably had a girlfriend or something.

The reason you came on Supernatural was because you were a potential love interest for Jack and the more the weeks flew by, the more the director and writers wanted you to be his love interest. When you got the script to rehearse, you always made sure you knew exactly what you were getting yourself into. The reason why you were so nervous about being his love interest was because you never had your first kiss. Yes, you were 25 years old and never kissed anyone. You just didn't appeal to anyone. You never really had a boyfriend, no matter how hard you tried to get one. No one seemed to be interested in you. It broke your heart that you were the only virgin of your friends because that made you feel like an outsider when they gushed about their relationships. They always told you that they would take you out and try and get you a man and when it happened, you were either too shy for guys or not pretty enough.

After a while, you ignored it and decided when it happened, it happened but now that you read the script, you were going to have a kissing scene with Alex. You were in your trailer when you read that scene and immediately your heart started pounding. You scrambled to get your phone and facetimed your best friend. When she answered and saw how nervous you looked, she was immediately concerned.

"What happened?" She asked, getting straight to the point.

"I got my script for the next couple of episodes and I have a kissing scene with Alex." You bit your lip.

"Congratulations! He's hot. You should be excited." She smiled.

"No, I am fucking nervous. I've never kissed anyone and when it happens, he's going to know how inexperienced I am. What am I going to do? It's not like I can ask him to practice with me. I don't want him thinking I'm a loser or something. I'm 25 years old. I shouldn't have to deal with this kind of thing. I really like him Cami."