Supernatural Imagines: Book One

Mixed Emotions

Characters: Dean x Reader, Sam

Warnings: Angst, Fluff, Implied smut towards the end

Summary: You have mixed feelings for Dean Winchester. you hate him because you love him. He feels the same way about you and when a hunt almost goes wrong, you realize your true feelings for him.

Author's Note: This is unbeta'd and any and all mistakes are all on me.

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"Hey, Y/N, it's Sam Winchester. Look, I know you're in the area and Dean and I really need your help. We're dealing with a Kitsune but you know how fast and strong they are. I just thought it would be better if we worked as a team because you're really good at what you do. Anyway, give me a call back okay? Bye."

You listened to that message at least 10 times before sighing. You were known to help the Winchesters from time to time but it wasn't Sam that you had a problem with. You liked Sam, he was smart, inventive, charming, and kind. He made you smile when you thought of him. It was Dean you had the problem with.

He was arrogant, reckless, no regards to how others feel, drops women like they're there for his amusement, and a bit of an asshole. When you thought of Dean Winchester, you didn't like what you saw. Sure he was handsome which only fueled your hatred for him. Was it hatred? At this point, your feelings about the eldest Winchester were so mixed up, that you couldn't distinguish which were positive and which were negative.

You've tried to see things his way, try to understand why he does the things he does but you couldn't. You couldn't understand why someone would have one-night stands all the time and treat women like that. Sure, you've had your fair share of one-night stands but you've been trying to cut down. It wasn't fair for people who were actually looking for a relationship and Dean does it with no regard.

You've hunted with the brothers before and saw how Dean would leave a few nights and come back the next morning with a different woman, telling her something that she would want to hear just to get her away. It sickened you and it pissed you off. Sure, Dean was a good hunter but he was reckless and if you so much as screwed even the smallest thing up, he would bark at you like he was his father.

However, then you thought of Sam and knew that if he was calling you then it was something serious. You knew you had to agree to his offer because you would want them to do the same to you. You picked up the phone and dialed Sam's number that you knew by heart.

"Hello?"

"Hey, Sam. It's me."

"Y/N, I'm glad you got my message. Will you do it?"

"I'll do it. You still living in that Bunker?"

"Always." He chuckled.

"I'll be over as soon as I can." And with that, you hung up.

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"Who was that?" Dean asked when he walked into the room and saw his brother get off the phone.

"Y/N, she agreed to help us on this case." At the mention of your name, Dean's body went rigid. There was something about you that he didn't like. Maybe it was because you didn't like taking orders from people despite them trying to help you. Maybe it was because you always berated Dean like he was less than you. Or maybe it was just because he had strong feelings for you but didn't know if they were positive or negative. Your name sent a wave of emotions over him and he didn't know how to deal with it. Whenever you hunted with them, you would always find something about him that you would talk shit about and it was getting to a point where he didn't want to be around you.