Supernatural Imagines: Book One

Wrong Place, Wrong Time

Characters: Sam x Reader, Dean, unnamed demon

Warnings: ANGST, major character death, no fluff in this at all just a lot of heartbreak

Summary: You would do anything for Sam Winchester. Anything. When you and him get into a fight because you protected him, things are said and mistakes are made. You leave, needing to clear your head but that's not the only thing that happens.

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"Sam, please just try to understand!" You yelled at him, holding your arm close to your side because if you moved it, you might rip your stitching on your ribs.

"No! What you did was reckless!" He yelled back. You and the brothers just got back from a hunt and you saved Sam by putting yourself in the line of danger which resulted you getting a deep cut. Sam fixed you up and stopped the bleeding but that didn't change the fact that you were still injured.

"Reckless? I saved your ass so, uh, you're welcome!" You glared at him.

"You had no right to do that! I had it covered! The only thing you did was get in the way!" He turned around and glared at you.

"Fuck you! I was saving your ass because you would have died if I hadn't! So, sorry for caring so much about you!" You got tears. You may have gotten injured but you didn't deserve this. But, this was just Sam being Sam. He hated people putting themselves in danger for him. He thinks he doesn't deserve it or something but fuck that. You cared too much to feed his ego. You would put yourself in danger a million times if it meant to save him.

"I didn't ask you to do that! You don't get to put yourself in danger for me. It doesn't work like that! I can't do my job if I have to worry about you fucking it up every single time! You know what? Just stay home next time. You can't hunt, not with a cut like that. You might even be useful here instead of out there. Okay? Maybe next time you won't get in the way." What he said hurt you even more than your cut. You stared at him and let the tears fall. You wiped them away hastily before glaring at him. If only looks could kill.

"Fuck you." You let more tears fall. You turned around and walked up the Bunker stairs. With each step, it pulled on your stitching but you didn't care.

"Where are you going? Come back." He sighed.

"No! I don't want to be an even more burden. I'll stay away from you because that's apparently what you want." You ripped the door open and left the Bunker before walking into the night. You weren't leaving, you just wanted to clear your head. You walked to the back of the Bunker where the woods were. You sighed and let yourself cry, let yourself free the tears that needed to be free. You didn't want to say something you didn't mean but Sam has already beaten you to the punch.

You and Sam, your relationship was complicated. You had feelings for one another but you didn't act on it. You cared so much for him which is why you jumped into the line of fire for him. You would do anything for him and he knew that. Maybe that's why he was so mad but you didn't care how mad he was, it didn't give him the right to say what he said. You loved hunting and wouldn't trade it for the world. You were good, maybe not Winchester level good but you were good.

You and Sam were closer than you and Dean. Dean was your best friend but Sam was the one who stayed up with you on long nights, helped you with problems you couldn't solve on your own, was there for you when no one else was. You were there for him when Dean's couldn't be and because of that, you two grew closer than you ever thought. The only reason you didn't act on your feelings for him was because when something good happens in your life, there will always be something to take that away and you couldn't bear the thought of losing Sam because of something you did. You wouldn't be able to live with yourself.