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[76]

[Taehyung]

A smile was on my face at the idea of Jimin grinning while calling my name, excited to see me, "Chim Chiminie, Chim chiminie, Chim chiminie cha~!"

I pulled up into the small parking lot of Jin's bar, where I dropped Jimin off before I went to talk to my.. umm.. dad. Humming happily, I hopped out of the car with a skip in my step. The gravel crumbled under my feet and I enjoyed the sound, giving me a relaxing feeling, "Chim Chiminie,"

My hand wrapped around the cold, gold doorknob and I twisted it, a bright smile on my face, anticipating Jimin's welcome. I opened the door slowly without a sound and I saw Jimin's back.. but arms were holding him close.

There was Jungkook. Hugging.. my Jimin. But Jimin was hugging back..?

"Jimin..?" I called, my grip on the door loosening and my hand falling limp to my side, "W-What's happening?"

Jimin pushed Jungkook away and looked at me with guilty eyes which clarified the situation, "T-Tae, it's not—"

"It's not what it looks like?" I finished, pain soaring throughout my body, "Then what is it? How are my eyes deceiving me? Huh?"

The door was wide open and I suddenly felt the cold air that my skin was oblivious to considering that the thought of Jimin had warmed me. His lips formed a straight line and I felt mine tremble, "Tell me this isn't happening.. please..?"

He took a few steps towards me with his hand slowly reaching for me but I stepped back with my eyes watering, shaking my head, "This is a dream, a bad dream.."

"Tae.."

I closed my eyes tight and used my right hand to pinch the skin that was on my left hand, "You're.. You're my Jimin. My-My Jimin."

Cold surrounded my body and I couldn't feel anything. Numbness began to prickle my skin with such a violence that I almost fell to my knees.

"Taehyung, listen to—" a small hand touched mine and I yelled out, slapping the hand away with all the power I had.

Jimin hissed in pain and backed away immediately, his eyes wide, "Tae..?"

I could feel my whole being trembling, "Don't touch me. Don't.. Don't."

Jungkook grabbed Jimin's hand and pushed his small body behind him, an arm stretched out to separate him from me.

Jeon Jungkook. An alpha. CEO to one of the most prestigious companies in the whole world, known for their "most delicious cookies".

And me. Kim Taehyung. An AB hybrid. Someone who can't even inherit their own small company because he has beta blood in him.

He's a way better match for my Jimin..

"Calm down, Taehyung," advised Jungkook cautiously, his legs in a wide stance.

Calm down? Calm down? You want me, to calm down?

"CALM DOWN?!" I screamed from my gut.

I could feel my eyes glaze over and a blackish color started to cloud my vision. I could still make out two figures but everything else was incomprehensible. The coldness disappeared and was replaced with a fiery, wild anger that I couldn't - and wouldn't - suppress.

"YOU STOLE HIM FROM ME! AND YOU WANT ME TO CALM DOWN?!" My fist clenched so hard that I could feel blood slide again my skin from my fingernails sinking into my palm.

I couldn't hear the painful silence over my heartbeat that pounded in my head, ushering me to pounce on the alpha in front of me.

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT..!" I screeched with such a pain that I've never felt before. Ever. "YOU BRAINWASHED HIM!!"

I couldn't control my rapid breaths and I could feel my muscles pulsating within me from such anger and hatred.

Jimin was mine. I was his. I gave him all of me.

Now I'm nothing.

"Taehyung." Called Jungkook calmly, his voice making me want to rip out his voice box, "You're scaring Jimin."

The sound of his name was enough to clear my vision just enough to see Jimin's small trembling figure that was standing behind Jungkook's protective arm. He held a hand with red splotches on it to his chest and my eyes softened, "Jimin,"

Those prickling cold feelings came back and I closed my eyes tightly, wanting to just disappear into thin air.

"Why? Tell me, why?" I pleaded with closed eyes, the stinging feeling of my tears forming appearing suddenly like a dam that was broken.
 
"Taehyung, you don't un—"

"What is there to not understand about the situation, Jimin?!" I exclaimed with a loud, shrill voice, just wanting the truth, even if it's painful.

He looked at me with sad eyes and I knew why. There was no excuse, no explanation, no reason. He just.. did it.

He cheated on me.

Once I finally accepted the situation, I felt my whole face scrunch up in sadness and anger. Turning on my heel with a growing feeling of hopelessness, I left Jin's bar. I ran outside to my car, the gravel crumbling under me but the sound wasn't relaxing this time.. it was like pounding bells in my ears. A small, warm hand grabbed my forearm and I immediately pulled away, the touch making my feelings grow. I turned my body and pushed him away from me, his body falling on the floor.

"I LOVED YOU!" I screamed, droplets of fiery water streaming down my red cheeks, "I OPENED UP MY SOUL TO YOU AND YOU'RE THE REASON WHY NO ONE WILL EVER SEE IT AGAIN!"

He sat on his bottom on the grey gravel, looking up at me with wide eyes. I've never ever raised my voice at Jimin before tonight, so my acts of violence were completely foreign to the both of us.

"I GAVE YOU ALL OF ME!! EVERY BIT! AND YOU DIDNT EVEN LOVE ME?!" My voice cracked along with my heart and slowly, piece by piece, I felt my soul leaving my body.

Jimin pushed himself off of the ground with his two arms while shaking his head slowly, "No, Taehyung, I loved you - and I still do!"

I gritted my teeth so hard with such force that I thought my jaw would crack.

"No, you don't.." I cried, my sobs uncontrollable and my body weak, "..if you did, why would you do this to me?"

Jimin eyes grew watery and I became confused. There's no reason for him to cry. He has no reason, "Tae.. I love you.. I love you so much.."

I shook my head one last time before entering my car and driving away from him, wanting to get as far away from this place as possible, "Not in the way I want to be loved."

With the bumpy road under me and the dull sound of the car's engine, my tears began to dry.

I tried to smile genuinely in the rear view mirror, but it was impossible. I left my soul within Jimin so I could always be with him and he could always be with me. But now I'm nothing.

I'm empty.
 
With that façade of happiness still lingering on my face, I drove off Hangang bridge.

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