omega (✔️)

[75]

[75]

[Jimin]

We stared blankly at each other, the thoughts of our kiss that we shared running through our minds. He coughed awkwardly and used the crease of his elbow to cover his mouth, closing the door behind him with his other hand, "H-Hello."

Jin's words that told me to shoo out anyone who came in disappeared and all I could think about was Jungkook's sharp jaw, "Hello, welcome to Kim Bar."

He walked in my direction and found a seat diagonal from where I was standing, "It's really... umm.. slow."

He was admiring the marble in the bar and simply stared at the side of his head, "Yeah, it is."

The music was cut off so we were in complete silence and the air was chillingly cold, "So would you like—"

"I'm getting married this week." He interrupted quite randomly and I was taken aback, "She's beautiful, she's rich, she's got a great bod.. and she's an alpha.."

Every compliment towards this perfect woman had my heart in pieces that sunk to the pit of my stomach. I had to suppress the urge to run to the bathroom and empty the bile that burned me from the inside.

She's beautiful, rich, a woman, and an alpha. In every way, this person was a better match for Jungkook than I was. She was perfect for him.

And I'm not.

"How great! Her name was Lisa? I heard about it on the news!" I congratulated with a wide smile, "She's just perfect for you, I bet she'll make you very happy!"

Unlike me.

"Why did you do that to me, Jimin?" He pleaded with a small voice which made the conversation turn to a dark side, "Lure me in, fill yourself in my head, and then break my soul when I find out you were just playing me..? I can never forgive you for that, but I just need to know why."

His eyes were locked on his hands which fiddled with his car keys nervously. A feeling of hurt bloomed in my heart, consuming my actions, "That's.. That's not true. It never was."

Jungkook shook his head in denial and shot me painful daggers laced with hate, "Don't even try to lie to me. What did you want? Money? Cars? Mansions?"

"No, Jungkook, I never—"

"Just tell me..!" He exclaimed woefully while slamming his hand on the table.

What I did next surprised me.

Grabbing his collar roughly and pulling his close to me so our noses were only a few millimeters away, I glared straight into his eyes with the most sure and confident look on my face, "I WANTED YOU!"

A look of surprise resided on his cheeks and I think I was even more surprised than him, but I wouldn't let it show, "THE SECOND I MET YOU, I-I WANTED TO BECOME HAPPY WITH YOU!"

The grip on Jungkook's collar tightened until I couldn't feel my fingers anymore, "I HAD THIS-THIS FEELING! A WARMTH..!"

Once I realized that I was basically screaming at him, my hands that pulled on his shirt fell to my sides and I looked at the floor, "I just.. I never used you.. or lied to you.. or played with you.. none of that."

My right hand made its way to my upper arm to awkwardly caress it, "I genuinely.. wanted you.."

I was to scared to look up.. to look at him. His cold eyes. His knitted forehead. His straight lips.

I felt unbelievably small at that moment, like the whole world loomed over me in such a malicious way. I've never been in such a situation where I felt so alone and scared.. vulnerable. I just let out all my feelings and emotions onto this one man. This one man who could move my heart with just a blink of an eyes.

"Do you mean that?" His deep voice asked monotonously, no emotion in his words.

I nodded slowly, my eyes glued to my grimy shoes. With the sounds of a chair falling and the scuffling of feet, a pair of arms were tightly around me. My face was in the crook of Jungkook's warm neck and with scent was all around me, "W-Wha—!"

"Do you seriously mean that? With your whole heart?" His asked, his cool breath being fanned on the top of my head.

My stiffness disappeared and I relaxed in his arms, a natural feeling.. like I was born to be here. My arms lifted slowly and wrapped around his back, pulling his warm body closer to me, "I do."

Once those two words left my mouth, his arms that were around me suddenly vanished and I was left cold.

Not again..

Jungkook was combing his hair with his fingers in front of me with a stressed look, "I-I can't.. you're-you're an omega.. an omega..!"

I shook my head, my bangs falling to my forehead, "No! I'm not! I'm Jimin!"

"I'm an alpha.. I'm Jeon Jungkook.. an alpha.. you're an omega.." he looked like his mentality was crumbling, his eyes wide and his body trembling, "We.. We can't.."

"JUNGKOOK!" I exclaimed loudly, grabbing his upper arms tightly, making him look straight at me, "Stop. Stop telling yourself that.. Stop being an alpha.. stop being a Jeon.. Be Jungkook."

He seemed to calm himself down by taking in deep breaths, "B-But I can't.. we aren't—"

"Tell me. Tell me that you don't love me. Tell me that you don't stay up every night, picturing my eyes, my smile, even the way each and every strand of hair on my head is just simply perfect. Tell me."

His lips tightened and he was straining to say something before sighing, "I can't."

I nodded with a small, happy smile on my face, "I know that you can't."

I opened my arms to invite him to hold me tightly. He was reluctant, but I felt his arms slowly slither around my torso. I sighed at the natural and innate feeling and watched as his lips began to slowly fall towards me, my aching ones catching them in a feverish movement that made my body pulsate in a convulsive, burning pleasure.

The familiar jingle of the door sounded and I pulled away from the kiss that we shared for a mere second in which my whole body begged for me to zoom back to his loving embrace.

"Jimin..?"

Oh god.

Tae.

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