omega (✔️)

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[Lisa]

"I don't know much about her, but the one thing I do know is that she hates alphas. With a passion."

My eyes widened and my vision began to blur. This was a new sensation. I've never been disliked before, especially because of my upbringing.

That's why she ran away when I tried to approach her.

"D-Do you know why she hates alphas?"

Jimin thought for a moment, collecting his memories, "I've never really talked to her personally about it, but Taehyung once told me that she was abused by her father because she was a beta."

That there was just unimaginable. My parents have only ever given me love and support in all of my decisions. I'm sure they would love me just the same even if I was an omega. I'm sure.

"She was pretty hurt by it, that's why she's so quiet and doesn't talk too much." He said, nodding his head, "and she's Taehyung's age, 22,"

A year older than me.

"I don't know her very well, but I can tell you everything I do know about her,"

I didn't know how to respond. She had a plausible reason for hating alphas, but I didn't want to take it into consideration. No, all I wanted was to have her in my arms.

"Do you know where she might be?"

"We usually go building hopping together so that's the only thing I can think of." His eyes widened, "She's probably with Taehyung right now."

"Where is this Taehyung? Can you take me to him?"

Jimin began flailing his arms around, flustered, "I-I can't!"

My eyebrows furrowed, "Why not? Just take me there really quick,"

"I can't!" He persisted.

"I don't see the—"

"He can't," Jungkook emphasized, his eyes harsh.

Once I saw the anger in his eyes, I knew there was no way he was going to show me the way to where this Taehyung is.

"Can you at least tell me where he is?"

Jimin then nodded.

[Jimin]
 
I sunk into my chair, my heart feeling heavy. So much has happened today. So much. My eyes closed and I released a long, stressful sigh.

I'm not even 25 yet and I can feel my hair particles graying from the stress I've undergone today.

After changing, Lisa immediately headed towards the hospital where Taehyung, and probably Jennie, is located.

I opened my eyes and I saw Jungkook staring at me.

"What?" I asked, standing up from the chair.

"No, nothing, I'm just realizing the severity of what I did today," he muttered under his breath, his posture lagging as he put his hands in his pockets.

I shook my head, "What we did. We did this together."

He sighed and sat on the white couch that was against the wall, "No, it was me, and there's no way we can deny it,"

I began walking towards him, his somber expression setting a serious tone in the room, "You may have done the deed, but it wouldn't have been done unless I called you to the roof,"

I plopped myself next to him, my body sinking into the leather a bit.

He went quiet, not wanting to argue with me. His forearms were resting on his thighs, his fingers hooking in the middle of where his legs were spread. His head hung low in disappointment in himself and I knew, because I could feel it. I could begin to feel his emotions within me, probably because the bond was getting stronger.
 
"None of this was a mistake, Jungkook," I reassured, looking up at the sky, "she was going to kill me, and you did that to save and protect me,"

He gulped and I felt his guilt ease up a little. But only a little. Then the room went quiet. He seemed to be reminiscing on all of the things that has happened. Then his feelings of guilt came back even stronger than before. I could feel it eating away at his happiness and his soul. It hurt.

"You know," I attempted to lift his moon once more, "I never thought that I could ever be loved by someone other than my mother,"

I leaned back into the seat, remembering my mother's smiling face.

"Yeah, Taehyung was always there, but there was something that was missing. I knew he loved me, but I always thought in the back of my mind that he was there so he could feel like he was a good person. So he could get validity from Luna for helping some poor omega,"

Taehyung's boxy smile faded away and was replaced with a scowl.

"The first time I ever even thought about the possibility of someone loving me was when I met Byeol," I sighed, her bobbed hair coming back to me, "I thought I could find a safe haven in her,"

I lifted my hand to the ceiling where the artificial light from the chandelier shined into my eyes, "But she slipped away,"

I looked towards him, "Even now, I'm still not confident that I'm the only one in your heart. I'm afraid you'll leave me and be with someone else who's way better than me. I'm afraid that you haven't given me all of you. I'm most afraid of waking up and all of this is just a sweet dream."

"Jimin—" he tried to interject but I gave him a look and he quieted, allowing me to finish.

"But I'm going to trust you and I'm going to be by your side. Even if there's a little voice in my head telling me that I'm not good enough. I will be there for you and trust that I've made the right decision," I smiled and reached my hand out to touch his soft cheek. Once my fingers came in touch with his face, it felt like my skin was burning with acid.. but in a good way, "So I want you to do the same. I want you to trust that you made the right decision by choosing me."
 
His hand lifted to touch mine that was caressing his face tenderly, "I do. I trust you with everything I have."

[author's notes]

Double update? Hehe I'm proud of myself.

But I wanna dedicate this chapter to my best friend, nullai
 
(Because I don't have my computer to dedicate it to her)
 
Happy birthday baby girl, I love you. ❤️