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[70]

[70]

[Jungkook]

He looked at me with a mixed expression of disgust and confusion, which almost made me laugh but I suppressed it with all my power, "You're serious?"

I nodded, not understanding how my words would be taken.. not seriously. There's no way I'm leaving Jimin by himself in this rain because I don't believe his little "I was only looking at the view" bull crap. I have to monitor him and make sure he's safe. For Taehyung at least.
  
There's also no way that I can take him to my place. If my mom catches a whiff of an omega in our home, she'll sink her claws in my brain to try and "fix" me so I can't even image what she would do to Jimin. I know for a fact that crucifixion would be considered, "Why wouldn't I be serious?"
 
He sighed and took a right at the forked road, still holding himself to keep warm some way, "It's this way."

I took large steps to catch up with him but still stayed slightly behind his small silhouette. No matter how much times I've seen this man, I still can't seem to get used to him. He's an undeniable presence who always seems to be lingering in the back of my mind if he isn't taking up the whole space. His back radiates a blinding light even in this pouring rain. It wasn't as cold anymore since my chest was slowly warming up my whole body, even to the tips of my frozen toes. The town was dreary but colorful at the same time. I could make out every color of dark blue and grey in the sky, every fascinating ripple in the puddles on the street.. even the small pebbles that were on the streets seemed to be in high definition.
 
"Why-?"

"Why-?"

We both said in unison, "You first."

I shook my head, water droplets flinging from my shaggy, damp hair. Our surroundings were changing slightly so we were in an empty suburban area with apartments rather than the city streets, "You go, mine's not that important."

It was quiet for a few moments since we were both probably trying to decide whether we should even say anything but we kept on walking in that straight line, "Why did you come looking for me? And how did you know where I was?"

I didn't show any signs of panic but inside I was wondering if I should bite off my tongue so I wouldn't have to confess that I found him using his smell, "Taehyung told me to come find—"

"Wait wait wait wait." He interrupted quickly, "Taehyung called you? Kim Taehyung?"

"Uh, yeah?" I answered with a questioning tone, not really knowing why he was freaking out.

"You and Taehyung? Did you guys forget that y'all got into a fist fight at Jin's bar?" He asked and I chuckled in return, knowing how irritated I was when I saw Taehyung's contact in my phone appear.

"Yeah, I just totally forgot about a fist fight with someone in a bar bathroom," I responded sarcastically, continuing to chuckle.
  
When my chuckling cane to a soft halt, it became quiet besides the rain and I was grateful that he didn't expect an answer for how I found him.

"Well, what were you going to ask me?" He said, breaking our comfortable silence.
  
I cleared my throat and recalled my question from before, "Why were you at the bridge? Because I'm pretty sure that whole thing about 'seeing the view' was bull, right?"

His feet stopped abruptly and I bumped into his back but pulling away immediately, not wanting to get drunk on his pheromones, "Jimin?"
 
He turned towards me and I saw that his body was shaking because of the cold rain and the gusty breeze, looking down at the ground, "What's the matter?"

It seemed like I brought up something painful and my whole heart began to tremble. His bottom lip started shaking pitifully, everything inside of me wanting to comfort him and hold him but I wanted to allow him to speak.

"I.. I.." he forced out, his voice breaking and weak.

I looked at him with a pained expression, "You don't have to tell me if you don't want to."

He shook his head, some more water droplets flinging away, "It's so hard to keep this inside, Jungkook."

The rain was easing up, the droplets not falling so violently anymore so I could finally hear his words clearly, like the world stopped just so I could be in his presence. We stood there in a parking lot of some sort, eyeing each other down with hard stares as our bodies were trying so hard to fight the cold.

"Every time I close my eyes, I see that man hovering over me.." he muttered, his tears overflowing from his eyes and mixing with the dreary rain, "I look for my mother to console me and hold me tight but he's not there. I thought that I would at least have Byeol in my life to get me through the hard times, but she's gone too."

Byeol? Who's that? Girlfriend? I thought he was gay, the fuck? What about Taehyung?

"I can't ask Tae because even though he hasn't told me, I know he's suffering from his own problems.. I see it in the way he moves, the way he breathes." He sniffled and allowed his tears to freely fall onto the wet ground. He used his hand to finger through his sopping hair and part it to the other side, which was no doubt sexy but this wasn't the time, "I wake up in the middle of the night, yearning for someone to tell me I'm going to be okay, or it's only gonna get better from here,"

He shook his head sadly, his eyes falling to the floor, not looking at me anymore, "I have no one. I have nothing."

Those words gave my heart a tight and painful squeeze which made my jaw clenched in annoyance. I stepped towards him, "shush.."
 
He sniffed and looked up with a confused expression, "What?"
    
My body seemed like it was moving on it's own, doing as it pleased but oddly enough, I didn't object, my whole body just levitating forwards. I didn't feel my feet taking small steps towards him, I didn't feel my arms wrap around his small torso.. I also didn't feel my lips plant on his lovingly.

[author's notes]

Was that the first kiss? Someone tell me because I forgot which one of the SEVENTY CHAPTERS THEY COULD'VE SHARED A KISS IN LIKE OMFG. I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW THIS HAPPENED.

Last time I checked, I was on chapter 30 and I didn't know what I was doing (still don't but what can you do).

Every chapter I publish has a minimum of 1000 words so I could have a longer book but THIS IS CRAZY. All my other books were around 20-30 chapters long with 2000 words per chapter so this is a big change of pace. I think I like this writing style, it keeps the reader as well as the author, me, entertained. Not only that, I can input more chapters for you guys! Ain't that great.

But I wanted to thank y'all for 19k that's insane. So, I hope y'all have a good day!