Irresistible | jjk

♡ Chapter 9

I can't stop thinking about him.

He makes me feel things I've never felt before. I feel this unexplainable attraction towards him, like were magnets.

Whenever I see him, I get really nervous. My palms get sweaty, my breath hitches and I have this tingeling feeling in my stomach.

I want to look good for him. I usually don't care who sees me with freaking pyjamas and no makeup, but now I feel the need to wake up extra early just to make myself pretty.

Everytime I see him smile, It's like everything gets blocked out from my head except the memory of his smile.

That smile.

Oh boy, I don't really know what's happening. I mean, I've never really had feelings for someone. Sure, I'm not a virgin and I've had little crushes, but I've never really thought about real feelings.

Do I like him?

Or even so, does he like me back?

That's not even a question.

I'm broken.

He has seen me in my real state and oh man do I know that it isn't pretty. I have issues. Real issues and I know that he is not going to stick around trying to solve those. Of course, such a handsome boy, could get any girl he wants and I am not someone he would go for. I am troubled, and no one wants to get involved with someone who is difficult to handle.

He should have a normal girlfriend with a happy life. I don't want to ruin for him, but at the same time, I'm wondering if this tingling feeling in my stomach will go away. One thing I do know is that I crave him.

I crave him like a girl on her period craves chocolate. I crave his touch and whispers. I long for his presence and little, but cute, gestures. I crave the feeling he gives me. He probably has no idea of what he is doing to me. What we did in the empty classroom today got me going crazy.

He is one sexy motherfucker.

*Group chat*

Lisa: Hey folks get your asses in the chat

Y/N: Whaddup

Lisa: Heyy gurlll, wyd??

Y/N: Nothing rlly, just waiting for u to get your ass here so that we can get ready for the dance

Lisa: hehehe. I miiight be a little lAtE, whoops

Y/N: Istg Lisa!!

Jimin: Hey ladies

Lisa: Oh, look! Mochi's here, hiiii

Y/N: 🙄🙄

Tae: Whas Gucci

Tae: Wait

Tae: I am

Y/N: ha

Y/N: ha ha

Mochi: Istg Tae you're becoming Jin

Jin: Say mah name say mah name

Jin: What about me