*2 days later*
Klutzykook💪🏼: Why aren't u answering my calls?
Read 17:01 PM
Klutzykook💪🏼: Are u okay??
Read 17:01 PM
Klutzykook💪🏼: I'm really starting to worry abt u
Read 17:01 PM
( 9 missed calls from Klutzykook💪🏼 )
Klutzykook💪🏼 : Y/N answer me for ffs
Read 17:06 PM
Klutzykook💪🏼: where r u???
Read 17:07 PM
Klutzykook💪🏼: imma keep spamming u until u answer me
Read 17:07 PM
Klutzykook💪🏼: Y/N
Read 17:08 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: i know youre seeing my messages
Read 17:08 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: pls answer
Read 17: 09 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: im loosing my mind here
Read 17:09 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: atleast tell me you havent harmed urself :((
Read 17:10 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: or tell me that youve eaten
Read 17:10 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: its okay if u dont wanna talk
Read 17:10 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: just
Read 17:11 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: i need to know that ur alive!!
Read 17:11 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: ffs
Read 17:11 PM
( 4 missed calls from Klutzykook 💪🏼 )
Klutzykook 💪🏼: imma come over to ur house then
Baby💦 : Theres no need
Baby💦 : im fine.
Klutzykook 💪🏼: quit lying
Read 17:16 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: I know ur not fine
Read 17:16 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: Y/N please
Read 17: 18 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: u shouldnt be alone
Read 17: 20 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: let me be here for u
Read 17:21 PM
Klutzykook 💪🏼: Y/N please dont do this!!
Read 17:22 PM
Baby💦: im sorry.
I was overwelmed with emotions at this point, but i didn't know how to express them. I let my phone fall out of the the grip of my hand as I just stare blankly into space.
I was angry.
At the girl from my school, and at myself.
I was angry at myself for letting Jungkook think that i didn't need him, when in reality i do. I need him more than my parents even.
But i don't know how he could help me.
Sure, he could dirstract me from the sadness, but what if he leaves? I would probably fall to the ground even harder if i let myself think that there is a way of rescuing myself, letting myself think that this depression and anxiety will fade away out of the blue.
It won't.
My thoughts are scarier than the cruel world we live in and my insecurities try to sneak their way back into my mind, but why should i fight them?
I'm too tired at this point to even bother.
I hadn't noticed that I've been crying when two drops of tears landed on my arm. I sniffled a couple times and right after, the sound of the doorbell ringing filled the house.
I got up from my bed and I wandered the dark halls of my house before i reached the door.
I took a deep breath, and i already knew who the door would reveal once i opened it.
Jungkook storms right into the house in a rush and he sighes out of frustration.
"Why didn't you answer my calls?? Do you know how worried i was, goshh." He turned around to face me. I could only stare at the floor because my mind refused to process anything.
I then, slowly lifted my gaze from the floor, meeting Jungkooks eyes.
"Why are you here," I mumble, looking away again.
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Poor kookie:((
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Irresistible | jjk
RomanceIt all started with a school project, leading down to intense sexual tension, but she never thought that he would actually start caring for her. TW: self-harm, smut, mention of suicide [[COMPLETED]]
