I guess what I really meant
is that despite my lies
and false promises
and proclamations
that I am trying
and will try
harder
I'm not doing that at all.
I'm being dumb
and wasting time
and every time
I start to do better
I fall back into doing worse
and I do nothing to fight
because I'm lazy
and I'm scared
because I cannot predict the future
and the future is my biggest fear.
YOU ARE READING
Poems (collection 1.0)
Poetryplease don't read this (i laugh here, but i'm not joking). this is a relic. consider this the museum of my progression in writing. you can find the better (marginally) stuff from this one in "Poems (collection 2.0)". Thoughtful, often sad, and angr...
