Hey, it's me. I'm still alive (sadly) but I'm here to give you a little help in your day to day life! You don't have to use any of it, but think it over! (Way too energetic huh?)
To begin, fuck all of them. They all suck and need to mature. Sure, you have flaws, but some of the best gems do. So if they try to make you feel like a pile of garbage, just dust them off and move on. This sounds generic, I know, but seriously, they need to mind their own business, and you mind yours. If they can't, they don't deserve to. You deserve to see what YOU can be, not what they want to see.
Next on the list, build a frendship. It doesn't have to be in person, I'm as white as the snow outside and talk over text primarily, and if you can't find people online, add me on snapchat I'd love to talk to you, when I'm free if course. I'm in college so I can text you right after school. If you want to talk, my user is piercethesauce. (Don't ask I was 15 when I made it lmao)
Don't like me? Fine don't talk to me, who's going to force you, I'm not, but I'll be glad to talk. People, even though most suck if they don't understand us, are needed, unfortunately. I don't like talking to most people as they disappoint me, but all of you so far are awesome. My door (or whatever it is) is always open for you guys.
Now, for the next part, get food. When people are cruel, I eat noodles. LOTS of noodles. It's a tad unhealthy but it works and is nice. I try and work it off as well but I also avoid the light. Hell, cook food and bake cookies for yourself, or brownies if you don't like cookies! Bake food and sell it if you want! You're making money AND doing something fun. Don't like baking? Find a hobby, like painting or coding. I personally like to read music and play violin. It's a good coping mechanism I've been doing for almost twelve years and I'd say I'm not that bad but I'm not that good either but I love playing my violin, it's the only thing I'm good at I guess. I also took an intrest in poetry and writing as a whole, embraced it and with the noodles, I barely stayed mentally stable, like a unicycle on a tightrope!
But yeah, that's all I've got for you today. If you want to talk, I'll get to you all as soon as I can. You can message me here if you want. Stay strong, I love you all so much.
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The things I think of when I'm alone
PoetryUnbearable pain that is expressed and acknowledged becomes bearable. But people who have suffered from BPD received no such responses in their childhood. Therefore, they are stuck in the past, trying to elicit what they needed as a child-validation...
