This isn't really a rant but rather a question.
I want to change my personality so badly. I'm the most annoying person you'll ever meet and it hurts badly when people yell at me for being so annoying and talkative. Like i'm so insecure about it. How can I be less annoying? I've tried everything and tried to be less annoying but it just doesn't work.
Shit is pretty fucked right now in my opinion and those who are reading this might not think so if I explain it to you but my brain is freaking out about everything and I think I'm going to try to write when I'm upset and having a panic attack. I'm also just figuring out how this thing called life works. It's all getting too much for me and I don't think nothing can save me from my fucked up thoughts in my head.
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The things I think of when I'm alone
PoetryUnbearable pain that is expressed and acknowledged becomes bearable. But people who have suffered from BPD received no such responses in their childhood. Therefore, they are stuck in the past, trying to elicit what they needed as a child-validation...
