How sick I am of being human. Always looking to kill myself. I know that doesn't work because it won't solve anything. I'm struggling to pay for my car insurance. There's a candidate named Andrew Yang who advocates giving everyone in America, over 18, $1000 a month. Yes. Do it. That would relieve half of my problems.
My other problems can't even be described. I don't like being locked in a body in this 3D environment. The restrictions. I'm one of those people that believe the universe is teeming with life and other civilizations aren't restricted by time and space the way we are. One example is time.
There's a belief that we don't experience time the way it really is. That past, present and future are all happening at once. Neither you or I can conceive of that but I believe it's possible. I heard this the other day and it's exactly how I feel, I feel like I'm 50 yards of Spirit stuffed into 5 and a half feet of body.
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The things I think of when I'm alone
PoetryUnbearable pain that is expressed and acknowledged becomes bearable. But people who have suffered from BPD received no such responses in their childhood. Therefore, they are stuck in the past, trying to elicit what they needed as a child-validation...
