everything changes (but we all stay the same)

i need

i need
someone like you

because i never felt awkward when i was with you
and i was always comfortable with you

you made me feel special
and loved

you saved my life
you were the reason i stopped cutting myself so much

now you're gone
but that's okay

as long as i can find someone who made me feel the way you made me feel

as long as i can love someone as much as i loved you

i'm sorry for writing about you so much
i know it's probably annoying
but i have to get these thoughts out of my mind

hopefully i'll have a new reason to write about soon

multiple girls have told me lately that they like me
i'm trying to make myself like one of them back
but it's like i can't love anymore

i'm not saying it's your fault
but it's as if i spent all of my love on you
only for it to go to waste

i need
love

i need
someone like you

i need
something other than blue lemonade

maybe a sweet shirley temple
or a spicy fireball
or maybe a nice cola

how am i supposed to choose
when i don't even know what i like?

it feels wrong
because i don't like any of them back
i don't want to hurt them

i'm sorry

i'm really trying to move on
but it's like my heart is against me

i hope you're moving on well
i always knew you deserved someone better than me
i hope you find someone refreshing to you

i need
to know that you are happy

i need
to hear from you again someday

i need
to be your friend

i need
i need
i need

something i can't reach