tired.
i'm so tired.
i want to sleep forever,
as long as i wish,
never wake up from my dreams.
i want to live in dreamland,
full of mystery and excitement,
always busy but never stressed.
i feel like alice locked out of wonderland.
i feel like a horse pulling a wagon for three days straight.
i feel so,
entirely,
utterly,
painfully,
tired.
i know it's the depression,
and i know i've lost everything that i had in my recovery.
i'm back at square one.
i have to build back up,
but i have to learn to stop relying on drugs
to heal me from my sickness.
but i'm so tired.
i don't want to try anymore.
i just wish that i could wake up one day,
happy and full of life and energy.
but i'm so tired.
i want to sleep forever.
the lethargy never goes away.
tired.
YOU ARE READING
everything changes (but we all stay the same)
شِعرif my life could be replayed, if i could share my struggles over the course of time, if i could create such a thing, an endless recording of my life; it would be over hours and hours of overthinking. - (trigger warning for frequent, graphic descr...
