i can't sleep
i can't sleep and it's your fault
i can't sleep
the voices won't go away
they keep whispering suicide
they keep whispering things i can't do
it's so frustrating
but the only emotion i am feeling
is sadness
and discomfort
and anguish
i used to sleep so well,
knowing you would be there to wish me good morning
knowing that i had someone
knowing that i was cared for
but now i have nobody
i am empty
i am so tired
so tired
so tired
so tired
please put me to sleep
please end this
i'm sorry
but i still care about you
my head is pounding
i can barely see through my migraine
just standing is laborious
i can't catch my breath
i collapse sometimes
because of how dizzy i am
what is happening to me?
i'm so tired
goodnight
sorry
YOU ARE READING
everything changes (but we all stay the same)
Poesiaif my life could be replayed, if i could share my struggles over the course of time, if i could create such a thing, an endless recording of my life; it would be over hours and hours of overthinking. - (trigger warning for frequent, graphic descr...
