It's The Falling in Love

Chapter Thirty-Three

I don't know what to think.

I'm pregnant and have HIV.

I have HIV...

No, no!

I jumped off of my bed. "God dammit, KEVIN!" I cried loudly, stomping my foot on the floor.

My ankle and foot stung as I harshly stomped on the floor again. I didn't care at that point what hurt.

I ran my fingers through my hair, feeling myself breakdown more.

"I can't FUCKING BELIEVE THIS!" I shouted as more tears rushed down my face.

"Mia?!" Janet banged on the door.

"Open the door!" Janet worriedly shouted.

I covered my face as I started sobbing loudly.

"N-N-NO!" I shouted.

I heard Janet sigh loudly as she continued to bang her fist on my bedroom door.

"What the hell am I going to do?" I softly whimpered.

"What the HELL AM I GOING TO SAY?!" I cried loudly.

"That's it." I heard Janet said as she barged into my room, breaking the door down.

I didn't dare look at Janet or La Toya.

I can't face anyone right now.

I'm so ashamed.. 

"Go away!" I mumbled through my hands.

"Mia.." La Toya cooed.

I felt hands start to rub my back.

I harshly moved my body away from the hands. "Don't touch me!" I cried.

"Just stop! STOP IT!" I cried loudly, covering my ears.

"Mia, what the hell is going on?!" Janet asked, furrowing her eyebrows.

I shook my head, "I can't.." I whispered.

"I can't.." I said, my voice cracking.

La Toya looked at me worriedly, she looked to her right.

She spotted the Doctor's letter I had thrown on the floor.

I watched La Toya bend over to pick the letter up.

I put my hands down, "Don't read that!" I said, trying to grab the paper from La Toya.

La Toya scanned the letter, her eyes widened. I heard her softly gasp.

"Mia.." She breathed.

I gulped, feeling more tears sting in my eyes.

"What is it?" Janet asked, taking the letter away from La Toya.

Janet read the letter closer.

She gasped, covering her mouth. "Oh my god, Mia..." She softly said.

"What the hell am I going to do?" I cried.

La Toya and Janet stared at me.

"Oh, honey.." La Toya softly said as she opened her arms.

I stepped back, "Don't touch me." I softly said.

"I'm not ready for any of this." I sternly said, feeling more tears rush down my face.

"Mia, I'm so sorry.." Janet softly said.

I shook my head, "I should've left Kevin a long time ago." I softly said, walking towards my dresser.