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Bittersweet Butterscotch ~•

[ mentions of sex ]

I have a bittersweet butterscotch. It's something that is given to you, enough for you to get attached then taken away. This could be plenty of things. While, almost everyone has one or had one. I still have mine. He's taller then me, and more popular. But, we have these nights

I shouldn't really complain, but I don't even know how to complain when his hands are all over me. When, his mouth is kissing my body gently, like he actually cares. But then, in about an hour. He leaves after. Then, he acts like he doesn't even know me in our school. I'll show him I should be noticed.

But, the worst part is now, he has a girlfriend. He looks like he really cares for her, and kisses her lips. Of course, I sit right behind them, I have to watch them as he does things to her that I should be being given. Hugs and kisses. It makes me horribly sad, I don't know why I don't say no.

I always want more of him, and of this is what I get. Then fine. But, he hasn't been telling me to meet up with him in awhile. Maybe, he's serious about this girl. That would be awful

My friends, Jeremy and Michael, help me through all of this. But, I still can't focus on anything but his love. One time when we were alone in a bathroom stall, doing our usual thing, he had kissed me. An actual kiss, it was gentle and sweet, like butterscotch.

And, I really wish, that he would just stay as mine. But, that's the thing here. He's my bittersweet butterscotch. TAP TAP. A loud tapping sound made me exit out of my daydream. Jake, the man who was just thinking about.. He was standing right beside my desk. It looked like class had just ended. "You know what to do, meet me at the restroom, during lunch" I knew exactly what that meant. "Okay,"

he's my sweet butterscotch. But, where will this lead me?

[part two will come very soon]