He doesn't say anything for a few minutes. You knew it. You knew it all along. He was going to confess he had been cheating, you knew knew knew it.
"I think it would be easier if you just didn't say anything, Alex," you shout, suddenly aware at what had just come out your mouth. You want to stop, but once you start shouting you can't stop.
"Why?" he asks, taken back by your sudden out burst of anger.
"Oh please, I know you've been cheating!" you shout, making his small house echo. He shakes his head furiously.
"What?" he asks, with pain and anger in his voice. "I would never," he starts to say.
"Oh leave out the bullshit you knob, just admit it," you scream at him. "Once a cheater, always a cheater, as my Mum always said." you shout. You know you're over reacting but you can't stop yourself, you hadn't even seen him kiss the girl yet.
"Darcy, I wouldn't put you through that again" he says, he puts his head in his hands. "Why would you think that?" he whispers.
"I saw you, with another girl," you say, lowering your voice a little.
"What?! I'm always with you, you're always here at my house. Not that that's a problem..I.."
You cut him off, "After the gig, the normal time for band members to fuck their girlfriends may I add," you start. He shakes his head, new to this information.
"I'm new to this, I.. I didn't know you were supposed to do that. Of course I would, I'd be happy to fuck you, no, oh God I'm sorry I didn't mean to sound like a dick, I -" he babbles.
"You were with another girl, whilst I was just sat on my own," you yell. He suddenly looks at you, obviously being familiar with who you're taking about.
"No,baby, that wasn't -" he starts to say.
"Save it, Al. I'm going home," you yell.
"No, Darcy you don't understand, I wasn't trying to get in her pants, I don't want to, babe, no, please let me explain I was talking to her about -"
"I don't want to know!" you yell, picking up all your belongings and stuffing them into your back.
"You can't leave, you just told me you wanted me to fuck you, I'm so confused" he yells,
"I want anything but you to fuck me right now, thanks, Al." you say. And with that you walk over to the door and open it, he tries to grab your hand but you snatch it alway.
"Please, let me just explain I -" you slam the door in his face before he gets to finish, and make your way back home with a familiar feeling of heartbreak in your stomach.
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Ryan
Hayran KurguI tried to make a cute Alex Turner fanfic and this is the result..