Tuesday morning
The moment I got home from my trip with Antonio I instantly crashed so hard for two days, thank goodness I had two days off.
Antonio and I had picked right back up to our long distance routine of things, only it was different now for me.
After the whole "I love you" situation, I honestly didn't know how to react. I didn't want to make things weird so I just pretended everything was normal.
But it wasn't.
As I laid in my bed looking up at my ceiling, I found myself now once again thinking about Shawn. I tried to shake it out of my mind but it wasn't budging.
I took out my phone.
I found myself doing the one thing I hadn't done in months,
Going on to his Instagram page.
I typed his name in my search bar and there he popped with the blue check mark.
I took a deep breath, silently cursing myself for doing what I promised NOT to do again.
I clicked his profile and there he popped.
Most of his photos were of him performing on stage.
God I missed watching him do his thing live. He was always so amazing.
I easily shook that all too familiar impulse I had developed in the past for him.
No more flights Yvette!
I saw that he had posted on his Stories, and impulse took over and I clicked it.
He took a beautiful boomerang shot of the view from his balcony room,
He's in New Zealand.
Before I knew it I had a new direct message request.
I looked at the request and instantly my heart sank to my feet.
I shot up quickly on my bed, giving myself a slight head rush.
Shawn Mendes wants to send you a message.
I kept looking at the notification, my eyes grew dry meaning I needed to blink!
I blinked a few times and I decided to delete the message.
I decided to call Antonio,
I needed him,
I needed a distraction.
He didn't answer my call.
I laid back down, wrapping my entire body under my blanket and slowly forcing myself to go back to sleep.
I needed another nap.
After about 30 mins of tossing and turning, I fell back into a slumber.
Wednesday morning
Getting back into the swing of things at work was much needed, so I was happy.
Of course the moment i walked into the break room my two work friends Candice and Mercedes stalked over trying to get all the deets out of my "baecation" , I told them the minimum of course. Once they figured I wasn't going to break they began to fill me in with all the office drama I had apparently missed, not like I was always up to date like they were.
My phone dinged.
Notification.
Shawn Mendes has added to their stories.
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Consumed By You |Shawn Mendes|
Fanfiction**Sequel to Consumed** Yvette wanted to nothing more but to forget about Shawn Mendes, But fate seems to have a tricky way of bringing them back together. But at what price? Will they last in his hectic lifestyle? Can she control her impulse's or...