Consumed By You |Shawn Mendes|

Give Us A Day

Once Shawn was done taking photos with fans, Jake came inside to get me.

I had to get myself together after the recollection I just had with myself a few minutes ago.

"Ready to go?" Jake asked opening the door for me to follow him.

No,

I want to turn around and go back upstairs and bury myself in my covers.

I can't love him,

I mean I can but I shouldn't.

We aren't even dating?

Oh who are you kidding Yvette,

If this isn't a relationship then this is just you being friends with benefits.

Which one sounds better? Or worst?

"I guess so." I shrugged shaking my head and following behind Jake as we walked out of the hotel lobby.

I saw a few scattered fans lingering by the hotel even after Jake told them not to once they received their pictures. I put my shades over my eyes and I quickly walked along side Jake towards where Shawn was holding a gift bag and a book that a fan gave him.

"Thank you guys. See you soon." Shawn said once he saw me walking with Jake.

The fan smiled and thanked him over and over before she went to her friends.

They all seemed to wander their eyes towards me as I walked over to Shawn who was handing Jake the gifts.

"Is that the girlfriend?" One girl tried to whispered to the other.

"I think so. She's pretty." The other friend whispered as I heard the clicking of a camera.

I moved my hair to the side to try to hide the side of my face quickly.

"She looks so normal." The other said laughing lowly.

Shawn went for my hand as I met him, I didn't grab it right away I just put my hand around his arm and we walked.

"I'm pretty sure some of your fans caught a picture of us." I whispered to him.

He looked behind him as Jake walked in front of us.

"I'm sorry babe, but so what right?" He said smiling down at me.

It wasn't so what.

I told him I didn't want this to happen.

Well this is probably him announcing that you guys are a couple officially.

No, we never even had the conversation.

We got into the Uber and I was already feeling like I was going to have a panic attack.

I knew this could be a possibility but I didn't even feel like Shawn was trying to hide it anymore, like he didn't even take anything I had said into consideration.

I didn't want us to be a thing publicly if we couldn't even be a thing privately.

I didn't even know where we stood.

What are we?

I went to turn to face Shawn and ask him flat out, but before I could get the words out his phone started ringing.

He went to answer it giving me a soft look, apologizing with his eyes before he started talking.

I sighed and just faced the window looking out at the passing streets.