WHEN DADDY LEFT

Nothing holding her back

Anthony's POV

"You?..You are that boy?"

She asks staring at me in disbelief. I nod and go on,

"Don't change the topic here baby doll I was mad at you for hiding stuff from me and you still haven't told me anything."

She stares away fidgeting with the ring on her finger and wears this sad look that I knew would come up but I cannot avoid the topic that seems so twisted.
She looks very much okay with Daniel and I think she has made her decision to chose Daniel.

So stupid.

I am not going to allow it. I am going to take her back. I don't care if there is going to be a bloodshed but I want my woman and my son under my roof.
She's trying to hide something. She's not telling me so many things. I know she is lying to me about Daniel and her not being in a relationship. I know she is also lying to me about my children. I know she tried getting rid of the pregnancy and one of the baby survived.

My father showed me the audio evidence of her talking to a doctor at Miller Rosa asking about safe abortion. I know she did it. Not at my father's hospital or the Hamptons but somewhere else. When things went south she ran to the Hamptons and lied about captopil. Now she is making someone else raise my child as his own.
What a cold hearted bitch.

I know she's the mother of my son but I hate Y'vania with all my heart. I am going to make her pay for everything. I'll make her trust me again then marry her and make her life a living hell. She will rue the day she met me. I will only take care of my son. She will live with me and do as I say but I won't show her any compassion or love.

"I've told you everything Anthony. What do you want me to say? Do you want me to admit something I haven't done?"

Oh I am so confused. I love her, I hate her. I don't know.

I can't believe the voice I am hearing is hers, it's so broken and distant as if she's speaking from the other side of the hallway. She looks so exhausted and broken. I hate seeing her like this but I have the right to know everything and she's the only one who can give me the version of what happened to the angel I didn't get to see,touch or even know was there.

Maybe she would have had my eyes,her hair, my nose,mouth and her smile and kindness. I need to hear it from Y'vania but she's still the uptight girl I know who hides her pain in smiles, jokes and acting as if nothing is really the matter. She is still the liar. The one who perfects her lies.

I know it hurts her to see me like this but unlike her I can't seem to bottle things in for a long time.

"Y'vania. What is it? Talk to me."

She takes a deep breath and lets it out sitting against the wall and buries her head in her hands.

"What is it that you find so difficult to say?"

" If I tell you the truth as you really want, will you still want to stay by my side?"

She doesn't lift her head up and her voice comes out muffled but I can feel how scared she is.

There it is. She wants to finally tell me that she did it. I knew it.

"Is it something bad? You know I can take it."

"Okay. But promise me you won't hate me when I tell you."

She says lifting her head up.

I'm getting impatient and at the same time scared. Now I am a hundred percent sure that she did it.

"Just tell me I'll bear with it."

She nods and lifts up her knees encircling her hands around her legs and places her chin on them.