WHEN DADDY LEFT

Poor me

                Y'vania's POV

Going back to L.A after six weeks was not an easy decision but I had to make it knowing that whatever it is I thought I'd mend between Anthony and I was so smashed into tiny pieces and trying to collect the pieces was like crying over spilt milk.
We took a bad fall and the thing is; I was the one pinned at the bottom hence got crushed beyond repair point. Anthony stayed on top and quickly hoped back into my cousin's life.

Poor me.

I guess I was destined to humiliation and doom forever.

I haven't told Daniel and Javier a single thing about Anthony. It's not like I don't want to talk about it to anyone. I really do and I wish I could talk to these two hobos in the house but doing so might create chaos especially from Daniel who is so fed up with Anthony's family. On the other hand Javier is calm but crazy and he might kill Anthony after drowning a few bottles of whiskey. No one wants a manager who's behind custody.

So that leaves Tessa as the only option. She's not the type to barge into a room and start picking fights. Maybe she's gonna tell her boyfriend someday but she's going to make sure Daniel doesn't get out of control.

I never thought there would be someone who would be able to control Daniel's wild side. I still don't know how Tessa does it but the girl has got a handle on Daniel.

I am still trying to come up with an idea to let Daniel free from this 'marriage' thing so that he can be free in public with Tessa. The media will bring chaos of course. They might paint Daniel as the  worst person but it will soon be forgotten. I still don't know how my family is going to react though.

That's the only thing that makes the plan complicated. My life is full of many complicated things anyway.

First, I have a miscarriage then the doctors find another baby that survives, the father of my baby is getting married to my cousin, my family knows am married but in reality I am a single mother with supportive friends. My childhood friends are nowhere to be found I wonder what happened to them.

My fake husband has a new girlfriend that he cannot date in public due to being 'married' to me.

If that's not complicated enough what is?

It's yet another day that I have to wake up and face the fact that I'm heartbroken even though I promised myself that no man is going to make me cry. I can't tell what happened to the tough me.

What potion did Anthony give me that softened me up to this point?

I turn around and watch the beautiful sunlight seeping through the curtains I forgot to draw last night.

My baby is already awake I can tell by the movements in the opposite room. His nany is about to give him a bath. Crying time for him.

Tessa is still sleeping peacefully on the  air mattress on the floor almost covered in pizza boxes. I smile slightly remembering how we spent last night watching girly movies and eating pizza. Daniel and Javier had decided to go out for a guys night so Tessa and I decided to make it a girls' night. I'm still wondering how I made friends with this cute girl from the Philippines. I think her smile and charm trapped me into liking her the moment I set eyes on her at CIU.

We were both late for class that day and we almost bumped into each other struggling to make it to communication skill class. It is a class that almost everyone on campus goes to so the lecture hall is always full. Later when class ended we realized we were in the same group project and after a moment of cracking jokes instead of focussing on our project, we got kicked out of the group by our fellow group members only to end up in another group of crazy guys, Daniel included. I guess that's how I realized that my bad boy really likes the girl with pretty cute eyes that seem invisible when she lets out her cute melodious laughter.