Shawn Mendes imagines

He hits you part 2

y/n pov

I place my arm on my burning cheeks as the tears fall from my eyes. At this point I dont give a fuck on how I look. All I know is that I need to be as far away from Shawn as possible. 

"Y/n, Oh my god im so sorry, I didn't mean it, it just... happened" Shawn said to me as he reached out to hold me. I flinched at his movements and Shawn's eyes became glossy. 

"Your drunk, go to bed" I said not wanting to fight anymore

He was about to say something, but stopped himself and made his way to our bedroom. I sat on the couch and waited for Shawn to close the door until I wept uncontrollably. I reached out for the pen and paper, and began to write a note for Shawn. A few minutes passed until I was finally done with the note, I picked up my adidas backpack and made my way to my room. Quickly and quietly I began to pack my bag with a few clothes and other essentials. Once I was finished I made my way to the front door. "Goodbye Shawn" I whispered and closed the door.

Shawns pov

I woke up to the sound of my alarm beeping. I groaned as I lifted my head up. Shit, my head hurts how much did I drink last night. Soon after I realise y/n isn't in bed with me. At that moment the events of yesterday flood into my mind. I immediately jump out of bed in an attempt to find my girlfriend. I search the house calling her name a couple of times. No answer. At the corner of my eye I see, a pair of keys with a giant pink pom pom attatched to it. Those are y/n's keys so she should be here. Next to the keys there a letter with my name on it.

Dear Shawn,

If your reading this its probably too late. I'm gone now, away from you and away from everything. I don't know if you remember but yesterday you hurt me, not only with your actions but with your words. Leaving you is one of the hardest things I have ever done. I love you and I hate myself for loving you so fucking much. I can't deal with you coming late, never spending anytime with me, and always being drunk. I used to care but right now I have no fucking energy to care.I probably seem selfish right now but think of  it from my point of view. I can never spend time with the guy I love more than anything in the world. I probably don't need the keys to this house anymore so I left them for you. I'm sorry Shawn. I really am. Don't come looking for me. I wish you well for the future.

Yours faithfully y/n x

Fuck. I've messed up. What have i done? Thoughts begin to drown my mind, as i  begin to regret all my actions. I pick my phone up and diall her number. Hey this is y/n sorry im not at the phone right now but feel free to leave a message. Shit!  Voicemail. I call her number a few more times but it keeps going to voicemail. I send numerous messages, but still nothing. Have i really lost her?  Maybe i didn't show it last night, but i love her, so fucking much. I have to find her, i know she said not to but i have to. 

I call her friend Grace, maybe she would know. After 3 calls she finally picks up.

Grace: What is it Shawn?

Shawn: Do you know, where y/n is?

Grace: How could you do that to her

Shawn: Is she there is she with you

Grace; I thought you loved her

Shawn: I do love her

Grace: Then do her a favour and get the fuck out of her life

Suddenly i hear a voice on the other side of the phone, but it wasnt Grace it was y/n. It seemed as if she was yelling to Grace to put the phone down. I hanged up and got into my jeep as i made my way towards Grace's house. 

Skip ride there because im a lazy pile of shit :)

I knock on the door of Grace's apartment and after a few minutes of waiting in the pouring rain the door swings open. 

"What the heck Shawn, are you stalking women as well as abusing them." Grace yelled at me

"Please, i need to see y/n" i pleaded

"You think i'm letting you in, you must be crazy" 

"Shawn is that you" a familiar voice said

"Y/n" i questioned

She walked towards the door and whispered "come in". I followed her into the guest bedroom. She closed the door and told me to sit down on the bed. She also sat there but left an awkward gap between us. "Well, are you going to explain why you followed me all the way here" she questioned 

"I needed to tell you how sorry i am" I told her

"Well there you said it you can go now" 

"Y/n im so sorry, im an idiot for coming home late and not spending time with you. I'm a fool for coming home drunk, and i'm a right dick for hitting you, i know it'll take time but please if you can, take me back i'm sorry i didn't mean any of it yesterday. I love you y/n your the only one for me, im sorry im so so sorry" I managed to say before weeping

Y/n arms pulled me into a hug "its okay, i forgive you, please don't cry, I hate seeing you cry" 

"Im sorry, y/n I love you so fucking much if you want me to leave I will, I just want you to be happy" I said calming down a little

Y/n looked at me and smiled weakly "I want you to stay, I love you and im giving you one more chance, if you fuck it up then you'll never see me again"

"Okay... can I see" I questioned a guilty expression written all over my face

Y/n nodded and shuffled closer and turned her face so I could see the mark. I kissed her cheek and she winced. "Oh my god, im sorry"

"Its okay"

"Thanks, so who's telling Grace that we're back together, im pretty sure she hates me"

"I'm not" y/n said almost immediatly

"Oh god wish me luck then" we both began to chuckle

I made my way to the door until I heard y/n follow me. "Wait, we can tell her together" she said to me

"Together" I repeated and placed a kiss on her lips. We walked out hand in hand. Its not okay to hit anybody, and I realise my mistakes now, and for that reason im going to protect y/n forever and always.

A/n

Hope you enjoyed. I made 2 imagines in one day WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOP :)