Shawn Mendes imagines

Why did you leave?

a/n this is going to hit you right in the feels 

"Shawn, please don't leave, I love you!" You scream with tears running down your cheeks. Shawn makes his way to the door grabbing his coat. You're shaking and begin to feel desperate, "Come on baby, we can work this out, we have before." You beg, clinging to your own shirt. Shawn stops walking and shakes his head, "y/n, we can't keep going on like this. I'm never home. We aren't the same people that we used to be, you deserve so much better than me." You wipe your eyes taking a few cautious steps towards him. "Shawn, that's not true. I love you so much." Shawn drops his head, a single year escapes his eye. "Y/n, this hurts me just as much as it hurts you," you cut him off, "no it doesn't, you're the one walking away, you're the one leaving. This is your choice Shawn!" You stop feeling sad and begin to feel angry. Shawn takes a step towards you and wipes away your tears. His voice becomes very quiet, "I'm not good for you, my job is taking too much time away from us," you turn your head, you can't look him in the eyes. "You're all I've ever loved. No one is better for me than you. You know everything about me, you know how I tick." You state, only coldness in your voice. Shawn holds your face, "this isn't fair for either of us, I love you so much y/n, I really do." He says biting his lip, trying to stop a stream of tears from coming. You look him in the eyes again. He looks broken, like this is destroying him. He has bags under his eyes. You speak again, only this time your voice is the saddest it has ever been. "Please don't leave me." You quietly beg. Shawn places a kiss on your quivering lips, "I'm sorry." He pulls away from you and grabs his coat again. He puts his hand on the door and turns around one last time, "I will always love you y/n." He opens the door and walks out, leaving you alone in your empty apartment. "Then why did you leave?"you whisper quitley