Shawn Mendes imagines

Worst fear part 2

A/N

Thanks to birdieboo12 for helping me with this. The point of view changes a bit, sorry about that.

Assoon as you're in your bed, you fall asleep, the idea of being awake just toomuch for you at this moment. You want a distraction, but you don't want to haveto go anywhere for it. You don't have the energy to hang out with your friendsor go out and do something, so you spend most of the day in your bed, not evenleaving to eat. You don't have to worry about your friends hitting you up orcoming over because they all think you're with your boyfriend, which you weresupposed to be. 

When you wake up again, it's three in the afternoon. You check your phone, and you see that there are no texts from Shawn, no missed calls, nothing. You don't know what you were expecting, but your heart breaks yet again. It has officially been five hours since you've broken up. You don't know why, but that thought makes you feel so weird.

Grabbing your laptop from the top of your dresser, you open up Netflix. You aren't tired anymore, you're just sad. You need a distraction, but you don't want to talk to anyone about what happened. You just want to be sad alone. After countless episodes of greys anatomy and countless tears, you realize that you haven't left your bed since you got home hours earlier. You have to use the bathroom. After doing your business, you're on you way back to the bedroom when you hear a pounding on the door. You hesitate, not knowing if it's one of your friends randomly checking up on you. You're not in the mood to talk to anyone, so you head back into the bedroom assuming they'll get the hint and leave, but the pounding doesn't stop. 

After ten more minutes of constant pounding, you finally go and open the door.

When the door swings open and realise it was your best friend Caitlin :) she was always there for you whenever you needed her, and you were the same.

"Y/n can I come in." Caitlin asked

I move to the side allowing Caitlin to walk in. "Honey, i saw the video, are you okay?" she asked as she placed a comforting hand on me

I shook my head no and began to cry. "I don't know what to do, I love him, but he kissed her."

"You want my honest opinion."

I nodded.

"No man who cheats on you deserves a second chance." 

As i was about to reply my phone made a noise, which told me i had a message.

!MessagefromCamila

Y/n, the kiss meant nothing. I promise you, it was for the video that's all. Don't let this ruin yours and Shawn relatshionship. You two are perfect together, anyone can see that.

!Messagefromy/n

He kissed you though. And then he kept it from me for 3 months. If he had told me maybe, i could've forgave him. I need some time to myself.  

!MessagefromCamila

I understand ❤️️

 

"Who is it?" Caitlin asked

I gave her my phone, and she read the texts.  "You did the right thing y/n"

"Then why do i feel so bad"

Shawn's pov

I sat on the couch of my parents on home, flicking through the channels on the Telivision hoping to find something to distract me of the argument with y/n.