(Backstory, you and Shawn are a pair of runaway spies, which is why you have guns in this scenario. Shawn is not famous in this and niether are you :(
*** means flashback
Y/n Pov
Run. For your life. They're coming for us and we can't stop them. My breathing became heavier every step i took. I was too afraid too look back, but when i finally did, i let out a sigh of relief. I'd lost them for now. But where was Shawn? I slowed down, in order to catch my breath. Who were we running from you may ask? Our mortal enemies. They were know as Generartion X we were known as Destiny. There plan was world domination, we had to stop that. But they were one step ahead, and that why i'm here right now. Running in order to attain safety. I needed to call Shawn, i had to know that he was safe. But I couldn't because then they'll trace my call. He hasn't been himself recently, a little distant really. I try to question him about it but its always the same reply. Maybe it was something to do with his depression and anxiety. Hopefully it wasn't.
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"Shawn speak to me please what's wrong" i asked whilst placing a comforting hand on his shoulder
"It's nothing y/n honestly don't stress about it." Shawn replied
"How can i not worry about it, i love you and i worry about you, is it this job, you know we can't change it" i said back
"Its not the job, just forget it y/n go to bed" .
I hope he's okay, i thought, as i walked through the leaves and braches that were spread all over the woods. My legs were aching, after running so much and getting pricked by the thorn bushes. I needed Shawn, more than ever, I needed him to hold me and tell me that everything would be allright. I was scared and alone, if i was going to die i didn't want to die alone, or.... in the middle of the woods. Out of the corner of my eye, i noticed a little hut. Hmmm what the heck is that doing there. Me being my nosey self, made my way towards the little hut. It was only a few steps away but i had been walking/running for what felt like forever so those last few steps hurt like heck. Once i finally made my way inside i heard a guy's voice. The voice was familiar.
"Fuck, im such and idiot, i'm such a fuck up, i can't do this"
I then heard a click of a familiar weapon.... a gun.
I silently made my way in as tears whelmed up into my eyes i said "Shawn"
He spun around and looked at me, gun at his chest. "Y/n, baby i - "
"Give me the gun" i said
"Y/n i-"
"Gun Shawn Now" i demanded
"I can't y/n you don't understand" Shawn said
"Then make me understand" i said raising my voice a little
"I'm just... nothing, i feel worthless, i don't know why, i wish our lives could be different, i made you my girlfriend and brought you into this world of danger. i'm sorry you can do much better than me" Shawn explained
I quickly choked back my tears "Shawn you mean the fucking world to me, you aren't worthless and i knew that me becoming your girlfriend included this. But to be honest, i'm kinda liking spy life, all the thrill of running, but anyways if you think killing yourself is the answer then i'm doing it with you."
Shawn's eyes widened. "No you aren't y/n"
I got my gun out of my back pocket, and placed it on my heart. "The shot will go through my heart, but the shot doesn't hurt as much as the pain you'll put me through if you choose death."
"Y/n please i-"
Boom. The sound of a gunshot was heard. It wasn't mine... but it wasn't Shawn's. I watched as Shawn fell to the ground. I turned my head only to be met with our mortal eneamy, worker of Generation X. I don't know her or his name but i honeslty didn't care. Before i could respond by shooting her back, another gunshot was heard.
I placed my hand on my chest, it wasn't me. Another thud was heard as our eneamy fell to the floor. Shawn had shot her, in order to keep me safe. The tears ran out of my eyes uncontralbly.
"Shawn, Shawn please don't leave me" i pleaded as i lay on the ground
"I love you y/n so much, leave go now before the others come." he said
"No, no i'm not leaving you not now or not ever" i reasoned
"You have too, i- cant let you die" Shawn said gasping between breaths
I heard footsteps enter the hut. It was the leader of Generation X and her name was Madison.
"Well, well look what we have her, Shawn Peter Raul Mendes and y/f/n, Destiny's pets."
I didn't bother responding to Madison, instead i kept my eyes on my dying boyfriend. A pair of arms pulled me from behind and i screamed. "Aww is little y/n scared, well this is what you get for ignoring me."
I didn't care how pathetic i looked right now. I would usually fight back, but ( haha but🍑, im so childish) my boyfriend was dying, i had no reason to fight back. So instead i let the tears fall.
Madison made her way towards Shawn, and pushed me on the floor next to him. "Shawn. i want you to stay alive and watch her die, you got that" Madsion said
"No... no please" Shawn said reaching his hand out to mine.
He winced in pain and teared up as he realised he couldn't save himself or me.
"It's okay Shawn, I love you"
"I love you too baby"
The shot went off, and my vision became blurry, but I could still see Madison leave the room, laughing. That fucking bitch.
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"Your so cute Shawnie" i said laughing
"No baby, thats you" Shawn replied
"I love you so much"
"Not as much as i love you"
"No, i love you more for sure" i said
"We could have this argument all day and i'd win baby" Shawn said and i laughed.
"Your my everything y/n, My world, My heart, My lover, and i love you more than anything in this world." he said
"More than muffins" i questioned
"Hmmm maybe your my second favourite" he laughed and i smacked his chest playfully
"I'm kidding your my favourite always, and forever" he continued and we leant in fot a slow and rather passionate kiss."
I stared into Shawn's eyes as he reached his hand out for me too hold. I grabbed onto it and gave it a squeeze. It was my way of saying i love you without actually talking as i wasn't able do due to the amount of blood we both lost and the amount of energy we were losing. We were both going to die, there was no stopping it. At least we wouldn't die alone. Shawn smiled at me and whispered "I love you". i said it back and watched as his eyes closed. Shortly after mines did too. And i lay there dead. In the arms of my lover.
A/n
There you go an imagine. Have you seen Shawn & Camila's instagram posts recently. Im so flipping excited. Yay!
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