Shawn Mendes imagines

He hits you part one

A/N

Bit of curse words here and there, sorry 

y/n pov

I hear the door open and shut followed by heavy footsteps. It was Shawn. He was late once again. Believe me when I say this, I love Shawn, maybe that's why I don't tell him off whenever he's late from the studio, or drunk from a party. I've grown used to it by now it seem to be a normal routine these last couple of months. It's as if he spends more time there than with me or his family. I groan as I look at the time. 2.30am. Great I think as I walk down the staircase. I rub my tired eyes as they slowly adjust to the bright light illuminating from the light bulb. "Hey, Shawn" I manage to say 

I wasn't surprised when I noticed he was drunk and therefore looked tipsy. He picked up a glass of cold water, and took a pill in order to ease the headache he would be recieveing tomorrow.He never replied to my greeting, so i decided to call him again "Shawn, listen to me, you can't keep getting drunk than expecting me to deal with it every day, its not fair" I told him trying to keep my voice calm as I didnt want to start an argument. I never liked to fight with Shawn, even when he was being a right dick, I liked to talk things out with him, instead of screaming my lungs out.

"Life's not fair y/n"

"But Shawn, I deserve to know where you are at night and what your doing, we don't even speak anymore, Shawn please" I said pleading 

"You think I give a fuck y/n, I go out to work for you, im earning money for the both of us the least you could do is leave me the fuck alone, I just want to be alone right now." he said to you raising his voice a little

Your eyes began to tear up a bit, he had never and I mean never spoken to you like that before.

"Shawn... why are you speaking to me like that im your girlfriend and I -" your words were cut short when Shawn immediately interrupted 

"You think I give a fuck about you being my girlfriend, your just like all the other girls i've dated, your using me for my fame." Shawn said as he slammed the cup in his arm down onto the table.

I'd never seen Shawn like this before and it was scaring me. He seemed so different.

"Come, baby let me put you to bed so you can sleep off that hangover" I said trying to fight back my tears

"Oh just leave me alone" Shawn said angrily

A burning sensation came upon my cheek and I stumbled back, the tears ran down my face as I looked up and saw Shawn's face soften. He hit me... Shawn hit me. The person I love, the only man I thought would never hurt me, hit me.

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A/n

Part 2 coming "soon" :)