The Arcana X Reader

Poison

Julian X Reader
(2-2)
Poison

Julian's POV-

I realized how badly I messed up... y/n is a sweet girl who doesn't deserve someone like me.. but it was for the best. She deserves the best, the look in her eyes when I told her that we couldn't continue this adventure could've made anyone feel guilty.

I sigh and get up running after her, I knew how close I was to her shop but the thoughts of how she's feeling— she probably wouldn't want to see me anyways. I sigh and walk to Portia's, guilt written all over my face.

"What happened Julian?" She asked opening the door.
"I hurt her... I hurt her real bad..." I wiped my teary eyes with my gloved hand. Portia sitting me down as I do so.
"Explain Ilya"
I spill every detail, the look on her face before and after, telling Portia all this really made me want to kiss y/n and apologize millions of times..

"You need to go talk to her Ilya, she probably wants you to"

I nod, grabbing my big black coat and swinging it over my shoulders and walking out.

Your POV-

I ran into the shop, the lights were lit up and the loving smell of cinnamon filled the air. I stopped to hear Faust's hissing. Asra's home and I couldn't face him, I turned on my heals and walked out.

The beach seemed to be quiet, no one was around to hear my cries, only the waves could.

I sigh and stare up into the stars "he's not like that... he always has a reason. Most of them are valid.... so... why does it hurt so badly?" I speak to myself unknowing about the guy I liked standing behind me.

Normal POV-

     Julian stood behind y/n listening to her speak to herself, guilt washed over him, for a few minutes he stood there not knowing how to start the conversation.
  Taking a deep silent sigh Julian spoke up "y/n..." he closed his eyes lightly. "Please listen to me.. I love you. I love you so much. I couldn't bare a life without you anymore. You give off the most bright aura, your smile can kill the universe and a million people- even more at that! What I'm trying to say is I'm sorry... I love you and what I did to hurt you was wrong.. I don't want to do this alone, I want to figure this stuff out by your side... so please forgive me" Julian pleaded sitting next to her.
  Y/n didn't move, tears streamed down her cheeks but she didn't care, once she felt the warmth of Julian she laid her head on his shoulder and sighed.
   "Stop being cheesy and kiss me you ass" y/n smiled softly turning her gaze up at him.

The two shared a passionate kiss, the sound of waves hitting rocks muffled the sound of y/n's small moans from Julian nipping and kissing her neck.