ATM 1:A Total Mess (FBS#1)

Chapter 14

Me+Him=A Total Mess

Samantha's POV

"Do you want me to get you to the hospital? How do you feel? Are you okay?" sunod-sunod na tanong ni Jake.

I just nodded my head. Tahimik lang ako dahil iniisip ko pa din yung nangyari kanina.

I heard him sigh so I look up at him.

"Dont think too much of it, Sam..."

"I'm not."I lied.

"I guess you need to say sorry to your husband." napatingin ako sa sinabi niya just to see if he was serious and unfortunately, he is.

"Tss. Why would I? He's the one who needs to ask for my forgiveness cuz after all, this was his entire fault!"

"I guess this is all just a misunderstanding between the two of you base of what you are reacting about this and might as well, give some time to talk about it."

"We don't need to talk because everytime we're trying to, it turns out into a mess. Cuz if you haven't notice, me plus him is equal to a total mess, Jake. Trust me, we can't."

"You know, dear, there is nothing wrong with trying. At least you did your part so at the end, you won't have any regrets."

"How can you say that to me, Jake? It's like you want me to do the first move!"

"That's not what I mean, Sam.What I'm pointing out here is you, being difficult and hard headed, whilst him, being coward to face his feeling!"

"Okay, I'm tired."walang gana kong sagot dahil naiinis na 'ko sa mga pinagsasabi niya like he's pushing me to that jerk!

"Look, Sam, me too. It was hard for me seeing you near him cuz as much as I wanted to own you, we both know that you are his. And I don't want to ruin a perfect relationship that I am seeing to the both of you when you two realize it. And the fact that you two make a perfect couple hurt me but I want you to be happy."

Naguguluhan na ako sa mga pinagsasabi niya.

"If you are not going to the hospital, at least take a rest."

"Can you drive me home?"

"Of couse, hon."

We drove in silence as I engaged myself in the view outside his car window.

Alam kong patingin-tingin siya sa akin every chance he can get whilst driving 'til we got to my place.

Sana wala siya dito...

"Are you sure you're okay here?"he asked me. I just nodded my head, reassuring him.

"Bye, hon..."then he kissed me on my cheeks that made me stiffened on my feet.

"Take care..."he added, but I just stayed silent, still digesting what just happened until he was gone and the cold wind awakened me back to the reality.

Nakayuko akong pumasok sa bahay.

The house was very silent as I stepped to the door.

I know that he's not here. Bakit ba? I just feel it!

Oh, well. I dont care though!

I have my keys naman e.

I just kicked off my shoes and threw my bag to the couch.

I made my way to the kitchen and get some food to eat cuz I'm badly starving.

Then I had a hot shower kasi nilalamig ako for some reason.