Chapter 31 impossible

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Sophias POV;

"I won't forget" liar,michael clifford is a liar but can you blame him, I mean the more I think about it,I expected this right? I expected him to just stop getting in contact with me but now that it has actually happened,it hurts,it hurts a lot and somehow,I can't believe that he would do this, he actually made me believe that he wouldent forget me. What's funny is I've given up trying to get hold of him because I'm almost scared that if I keep trying that I'm probably annoying him because he clearly does not care as much as I do. Deep down I'm angry as much as I am upset , not at anyone else but at me because I let myself believe that maybe he's right,maybe he won't forget me but I was wrong to believe him.

"Soph its been a month,you've got to get out of this house,you've stayed in your room for ages now and that's not going to help you" dan says leaning against my door frame looking into my room.

"I'd rather stay here " I say with no effort what so ever

"Look I know your upset but that's his loss now pleaseee get out of bed its kind of sad for me to watch you just not do anything anymore" dan pleads and I roll my eyes

"You must love this" I reply

"What do you mean?" Dan asks standing up properly

"Well you dident want us together and now michael clearly wants nothing to do with me so that equals happy dan" I explain

"That's not true, ofcourse I dident want it at first but don't forget I'm the one who told you to go to the airport, anyway why would I want you like this" he says his tone getting harsher and more defensive

"You don't care,stop acting like you do dan" I sigh wanting him to just leave me alone

"I do care sophia I do" he sighs and sits at the end of my bed

"I know I dident before and yes I was a dick but I care now and if I could rewind this and be more supportive to you and michael I would but I can't okay I'm sorry" he explains and I give him a slight nod

"Okay" I sigh giving in because what's the point ,were arguing for no reason now

"Okay?" He gives me a look as to say "you forgive me?" And I nod

"How much do you like him?"Dan aks and I give him a confused look as to why he's asking this

"A lot..?" I reply with a raised eyebrow

"And if you got to see him now,what would you say?" He asks and I begin to think

"I'd say that I want to hate him,that I want to forget every single memory I have with him but I honestly can't hate him because I can't get him off my mind, I can't stop thinking about every single moment we've had and most of all I can't hate him because I honestly..I love him" as I explain this I put my head down annoyed that I can't hate the one person who left me

"Well I'm glad you feel that way" a voice speaks and I snap my head up to no longer see dan but to see michael standing there

"M-michael.." I manage to say sitting up

"I'm so sorry for losing contact, I'm so so sorry, " michael says as he walks over to me

"W-what happened.." I ask just wanting to know

"The whole time we were together you said "please don't forget me " and I kept thinking there's no way I could forget you but I wanted to know that it wouldent be so easy for me to forget you and if I dident forget you within a certain amount of time, I knew that you were the one and I dident forget you because all I thought about every single day was you" michael explains and I can't help but let a smile form on my face,all I ever wanted to know is if he still remembers me,if he still likes me .

I smile as he sits next to me and wraps his arms around me pulling me into his body, I lay my head on his chest and let my myself smile like an idiot as he holds me close before kissing me.

"I must say sophia,your impossible to forget"

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