BAD HABIT |Billie Eilish|

Dawn

<Author's note>

Hey, if you read this, please let me know if this is okay to read my book. I'm not a native speaker so I have no idea:D  

Love<3

My eyes were slightly closed, my head was spinning a little because of alcohol, and the bright purple dawn made this moment especially magical. Billie and I were sitting on the roof of Theo's mansion. We pulled the blanket off the couch and sat on it, eating some pizza from the party. She put the last piece in her mouth and licked her fingers before she started talking.

"Did you like it?" She looked right in my eyes, putting a strand of hair behind her ear.

"What?"

"The party. Did you like it?"

"It was good, but mostly because of you and this amazing pizza" we laughed "Thanks for being with me the whole night. If I were alone, I would probably cry"

"It was fun, by the way" She smiled. "And what about your mom? Is she gonna beat your ass for this party?"

"She is" I sighed and laughed. "But my dad is gonna protect me, so she will grounded me for three days or so and that's all"

"Grounded for three days? Are you fucking serious? Because of a party?" She frowned "What the fuck dude? It's just a party."

"She always raised me as strictly as possible. My brother didn't obey, so I got the whole fucking fuck"

"And you never did something bad? Like coming home drunk of high" Billie asked, lying on a blanket and on my lap.

"Never" I laughed "At least I have never been caught"

"So you got drunk before?" She raised one eyebrow.

"No, but I fucked my friend in my mother's car once" I blushed and, I swear to God, I would never said that if I was sober.

"Whaaaat?" Bil said in a high voice. "I thought you couldn't even think about it"

"We were in a trip and our families are friends. So we were like a secret thing and she... he..." Great. Just fucking great.

"So he or she?" She chuckled.

"She" I blushed even more. "Can I not continue this story and we just forget it?"

"If you don't feel good to speak about it, then you shouldn't" Billie smiled and I was so thankful to her. "I can pretend that I never heard this" Oh. My. God. Thanks Billie.

"Yeah, it would be cool" I smiled and covered my face with my palms.

"I fucked someone and my mother almost entered my bedroom" She said and I choked on the air.

"Oh my fucking God, did she just saw this whole thing?"

"No, she is not. I heard her and we stopped. She was distracted by my brother and when she entered my room, we managed to get dressed" I felt relaxed whe she told me a similar story about herself.

She began to spin a little to get comfortable on my lap. I took one last slice of pizza and tore it in two. I took a bite from the first one and brought the second to Billie's lips.

"Do you want some?" I asked and she took a bite without answer.

It was so peaceful. I wish I could stay on this roof forever.

***

I would like to die on the third lesson. I had a really painful headache. Polly sat next to me and Isaac was sitting at the desk behind. I looked like shit. And Mrs. Bauer was exremely annoying today.