BAD HABIT |Billie Eilish|

Fight

When you're young, everything feels like the end of the world, but it's not; it's just the beginning

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"My parents would kill me" Roe shook her head and bit her nails.

"My mom would kill me and everyone else, so it was great that Billie's parents were nice to us" I sighed and put my elbows on the table.

It was lunch time and I sat at our table with Polly, Roe, Isaac and and the girl I met in physics class. Atiya. She is a new student and Mila with friends began to bully her, so I decided to make friends with her and she wouldn't feel lonely. I was lonely when I went to this school and I was also bullied.

"I'm glad that I left before this shit happened" Isaac took a sip of his coffee with a lot of marshmallows. Who puts marshmallows in coffee? Weirdo.

"It was so embarrassing. They woke us up and we were half naked in their bed. I wanted to die" Polly groaned and put her head on her hands. "I was so scared they would tell my parents. My dad is the main state homophobic"

"Did you talk to Billie? What her parents told her about this whole situation?" Roe asked while I took a sip of my juice.

"No, we didn't talk. It's not like we're friends" I simply said.

"Yeah, and you bumped your lips on hers just occasionally and, of course, as friends" Polly rolled her eyes and others chuckled.

"We were drunk and the whole kiss was just for fun. And you tied to join us" Now it was me who rolled eyes and chuckled.

"So you don't like her?" Polly frowned and we all looked at Isaac who choked on his donut.

"No, I don't. Why would you think that?" I crossed my arms and looked around, a lot of people already left school's place for lunch, so I guess it's time to go to our next class.

"I don't know, you guys kissed and I just thought, ugh, never mind"

It was a little bit rainy but everybody still eating outside and I totaly don't get it. Unfortunately my friends prefer to eat outdoors, so I kinda have no choice. The sky was almost black with lightning in the distance. I love this weather, it makes me calm and shit. We all heard a rumble of thunder and Atiya had literally jumped. Her black curly hair fell on her face.

"Hey, girl, it's okay" I laughed and rubbed her arm.

"Oh, are you scared, little bitch?" We heard Nata's voice and looked at her table. There was she, Mila, Theo, Billie and a couple of their friends.

"I-I just didn't - "I didn't let her finish the sentence.

"Oh, maybe you just shut the fuck up?" I said loud and almost everyone turned their attention to our conversation.

"Since when have you been working as a security guard for a muslim whore?" Mila shouted and looked at Atiya then. "Where is your hijab, Atai?"

"I'm Atiya-" I cut her off again as I stood up.

"What did you say, bitch?" I growled and headed to Mila's table and all my friends followed me. Everyone was quiet. "You are disgusting, stupid brat and I wish I could cut off your fucking tongue"

"Don't lie, Tinley, you want my tongue in another way" She smirked and looked at Atiya who stand behind me. "You're hot, I would like to have some fun with you, but probably your family will put dynamite in my house or something like that" She laughed.

"Stop it, Mila" Billie rolled her eyes and shook her head.

"What did you say?" I growled and she smirked. My vision blurred and I grabbed a glass of hot tea from Roe's hands and poured on her head.