BAD HABIT |Billie Eilish|

Why are you alone?

A/N

It was a chapter for 1k, but I kinda fucked up and it turned 1,4k so fucking fast. I love you guys! Big thanks for votes and comments and reads! I can't wait for winter chapters because there will be A LOT! And it's gonna be a lot better, I started it and I really like it, finally I like something I'm writing.

And yeah, 5600 words:)

If my alarm clock was a human, I would put a bullet in his forehead. It was really hard for me to reach for the nightstand and turn it off, but I did it. I don't know what was the point because eventually we had to wake up and go to school. My eyes hurt since I didn't sleep much and I hate this feeling.

My bed felt like the most safe and comfortable place in the world, so I had a lot of thoughts about skipping school, but it is math test today, so I had to go. I turned on my side and looked at Billie, she was sleeping with her face buried in the pillow and her hair was everywhere. And I saw that we messed up t-shirts tonight.

"Bil, wake up" I rubbed her shoulder and sat on my bed. It was pretty hard to stay awake, especially since I haven't slept well for a whole week.

"Nope" I heard her mumbling and, actully, I wasn't in the mood to deal with grumpy morning Billie, so I left it that way and headed to the shower. It was my way to survive the morning, shower and some coffee.

Hot water really helped me with my sore muscules. I touched a small hickey on my collarbone with my fingertips and smiled. It was so small and so cute. And also I had a bruise on my hip bone because Billie kicked me in her sleep. It was neither small nor cute.

I washed my hair with my peach shampoo and I used my favorite chocolate scrab, so today is gonna be a good day. To be honest, it is already a good day. I wrapped myself in a towel and brushed my teeth. Actually, I brushed my teeth two hours ago and I still felt mint in my mouth, but I just love my toothpaste.

"Open the fucking door" I heard Billie's sleepy voice and opened the lock, she walked inside and looked at her reflection in the mirror. "Gimme your toothpaste" She asked and I gave her a tube. She smeared the paste on the toothbrush she broughed with her.

"Good morning to you too" I muttered with a toothbrush in my mouth and Billie sent me a glare.

"Your fucking alarm woke me up" She sat down on the sink stand as I rinse my mouth with water.

"But I turned it off"

"The first one, but there were six more" I guess I forgot about others, so, oops.

"Sorry, not sorry" I grabbed my makeup bag and headed to my room. "You have five minutes before breakfast" I closed the door until she had an opportunity to say something back.

Since my mom took away our new car, my dad went to his work on our old one and Tate went to school on his super old one and I had no one at all, so I was thankful that Billie arrived on her car yesterday and she gave me a ride to school today.

Nothing could be perfect, so we were late and Billie didn't give a fuck. Actually, she was a reason why we were late, it took her 40 minutes to eat her breakfast and I've never seen such a slow person. She was making jokes with my father, playing with her spoon, she even yelled at me because I did something wrong with her cereal. This morning she turned a breakfast into a scene. At least she drove fast enough.

I had my Spanish class so I said bye to Bil and ran to the second floor and as I said before, nothing could be perfect, I saw Atiya on my way to the class. She was near the windowsill and I saw a few tears on her face.