BAD HABIT |Billie Eilish|

Footsteps

"You're five years old or what?" I asked with uncovered annoyance in my voice as Noah grabbed my backpack, throwing it to Mila. "Give it back" I rolled my eyes when they both just laughed at me. 

"Nah I'm having fun" I was near the bleachers, waiting for a soccer coach to ask him about Roe, she wanted to join school's team but her shy ass couldn't be able to ask him if she's good or not. But Mila and Noah bumped into me and it was impossible for them to leave me alone at that situation. "So, poor eyesight?" Noah asked as she harshly grabbed my eyeglasses and I reached for them but she was taller than me and it was pointless. 

"What the fuck is wrong with you? I did nothing bad to any of y'all so leave me alone" My blood was boiling in me veins as they laughed again. 

"You're cute" Mila cooed, taking my glasses away from Noah and throwing it on the floor. I flinched as she stepped on them and it made creaking sound. Fucking great. 

"What the hell, Mila?!" I snapped at her. "You can't just ruin my stuff" I really wanted to break her neck and threw her in the river but I didn't want to be suspended so I clenched my teeth and tried to stay calm.

"You're wrong, I can" Her sweet fake smile made it a lot harder not to punch her in the face. "What are you gonna do about that? I think your poor father is spending all his money on his divorce with your mother so do you even have enough money for a new glasses?" 

"No, I don't" I hissed and swallowed hard, I didn't even know they almost made me cry. "I hope you're happy now. Just give me back my stuff, y'all had enough fun already"

"You were a meanie when you told my girlfriend that it was me who beat the shit out of that dumb girl. It's on sight for now, Tinley" Noah growled it in my face and roughly threw my backpack in my chest which almost made me to fall. "Be careful when it's dark outside"

Okay I guess I dragged myself into some shit again. But wait, her girlfriend?

"I don't even know who is your girlfriend" I pressed my backpack to my chest.

"Mariyka" Oh my fucking god. "She's my girlfriend and I don't fucking care that she's your sister. I don't mind my girl's parents to hate me"

"You're dating Mariyka?" My eyes were wide open and I swear, it took me everything to start breathing again. 

"Yes and if you keep telling her shitty things about me, I swear to god, you will regret it and you will beg me to stop" I shivered as she hissed and pushed me in the shoulder. 

Okay so it was one week since I met my sister and I already have a lot of problems because of it. But the main one is a lot more serious. We had a huge fight with Billie and now we don't talk at all. And the worst part is that it was all my fault. 

Since Mariyka started living in my bedroom she spent a lot of time with me and Billie and they started get along well. It wasn't a problem but my overdramatic ass made it such a big deal and my mood changes because of my period made it even worse. So a few days ago I literally yelled at Bil and I said a lot of things I didn't even mean but I was way too mad to care about my words and now I feel myself miserable. She just listened to my shouting, asked if I need some water or something else and just left my house. And since that day she gave me a lot of space and I had no guts to apologize. Because I hurt her with all my words about her not being able to be loyal and other bullshit. Yeah, I know, I fucked up. 

So that's what I was going to do today, find her on the parking lot, ask for forgiveness and hope for the best. I even bought her favorite snack she loved when we were in Vegas and she couldn't find it here. So I googled it and found that one store a few miles away. It was really hard to convince my dad to go there yesterday evening but eventually he gave up and drove me there.